impossible to be close with people I guess... much to ponder

little compounding factors that you don't know how to bring up

sometimes it is after months though

needing to reevaluate a lot of relationships very quickly for my own sake

mccoy in his movie civvies standing in the rain holding an umbrella in one hand and waving with the other

wet man foolsday

I've gotta befriend more spock stans

I thought about doing thomas jane but I don't think i could even try to fake attraction for that man as a joke

Much To Consider

do you guys like my april fools bit

obsessed with raz and sasha at the water cooler.. deleted scene from sasha's mind....

one day it'd be nice to be in love

if only I were into sociology

I've had 50 bad friendships already man

20s is kind of fucked because you try to set boundaries and everyone and their dog makes you out like the most evil person in the world for trying to have boundaries and then it's ingrained in you that if you try to set boundaries ever you're the problem

or mostly just becomes love triangle tension for darem. sam gets Rebooted to have a white dad in her storyline. a lot of this is just every character is underdeveloped and the ensemble is poorly handled overall. but Not One black mc has another black mc as their strongest connection

thok Literally Disappears from the show. the chancellor's feelings about caleb matter more than caleb's feelings about, well, Anything. and a lot of caleb's screentime is him enduring microaggressions and just straight up aggressions from his white gf. jayden is regularly sidelined 1/2

and Again academy uses the diversity of its cast to distract from the harmful things it normalizes: a carceral academic institution, the unchallenged existence of a "war college", automatic dismissal of critique of institutional violence, white saviorism, extremely placative politic framed as "hope"

"it's my style!" well your style sucks ass then
"you just dont understand art fundamentals/color theory!" nah it seems like You dont understand Values brush up on That
"youre assuming the worst in me!" well, your response proves i was right to so...

when artists are asked to be mindful of lightening a black character's skintone in their work and they get all haughty and defensive like Oh i Know who You are....

screenshot redraw

how badly i wish i could talk to people

too much david lynch discourse on twitter.... the guy is dead

this is such a generational load bearing tweet for me and no one knows what i'm referencing when I say it but

wow no one gave a fuck

I genuinely think about ana's tweet on a daily basis

the thing about trek fandom is it's full of ppl who think theyre more radical than they Actually Are but Consistently settle for the bare minimum...

"there was no valid criticism! everyone who hated it was a troll or bigot!" nooo u just lend more credence to a brick wall than u do Actual black ppl with Concerns about the rhetoric being presented to them. bc it doesnt feel good to realize u have the same blind spots the show does

yeah im Really Distraught that they canceled the show that had the white villain riff off of the real life language of Black liberation only to shut down the validity of his anger and criticisms....what a loss i mean gosh that sure is the rhetoric i wanna see on tv that sure is the Hope i believe in

may as well ask here how do you deal with mineral deposits on your dishes

mckirk fans where are you. can we be friends