haha. ha. hah. think i might be about to get a stay in hospital, courtesy of a lack of sleep induced mental breakdown. wow this is great. this is terrifying. fuck.

having to ring a crisis line as i don't feel safe, and no matter what i do, it just gets worse and worse. i'm juggling three medical conditions, all causing me acute distress, and i have just exceeded my coping ability. i hate this affecting people in my life, more than anything. it hurts so bad.

we will sort this out. 🩷 you had to do a big time shift of sleeping, with holiday schedule vs. work schedule, and that will take a few days to iron out. it is understandable that your brain is triggered and stressed atm, too, re: kidneys. you're doing the best you can, and i'm sorry it's like this.

it has taken me 12 hours to get 6 hours of sleep, in broken 1.5 hour stints. this is the most maddening thing i have ever been through, because it is SUCH a goddamn waste of time. i am trying VERY hard to be accepting and not distressed, but fuck, no sleep does a real number on your brain. :(

THEY SENT FOUR HUMAN BEINGS 252,756 MILES AWAY, WENT FULLY AROUND THE MOON AND BROUGHT THEM BACK TO LAND IN THE PRECISE LOCATION THEY WANTED

EVERYONE WHO WORKED ON THIS IS THE COOLEST PERSON ON EARTH

Tabby stands on hind legs with one paw outstretched toward a TV displaying a capsule above water.

NASA failed to predict the real splashdown risk.

I am trying SO hard to be strong at the moment, but I am exhausted. I may now have another medical condition, and it has me unable to stay awake, and incredibly dizzy, 24/7. Distracting yourself from chronic pain, I'm used to. Not having control of your own ability to stay conscious? Terrifying. :(

Jacob Anderson, the man that you are. His accent always astound me, but it is IMMACULATE how easily he becomes Louis. And the acting choices are just... chef's kiss. The infuriated 'mmm-hmm?' Just that says SO much without any effort at all. Absolute king shit. I need him back in my life. #iwtv #tvl

Absolute cinema watching that jar of Nutella escape contain behind the backs of the astronauts after packing other things away

losing contact with the earth for 40 minutes sounds nice

We pack a handful of folks into a tin can loaded with explosives. The computers are running Windows and the toilet is malfunctioning. We hurl them at a distant rock. Everything about where they are is deadly. And it is sublimely beautiful, one of the greatest things we’ve done as a species. #Artemis

a collage, in the first picture paul telling louis "I think you should get married next.", and in the next picture lestat and louis kissing at the church's altar.

I bawled at this. What a legacy to leave. To love beyond the boundaries of life and death is a beautiful thing. To leave behind that love, forever, on a satellite that will watch over the planet that her children and children's children will grow up on? That is the greatest of humanity. #Artemis

Been awake for 2.5 hours at most, and now feel like I have to go to sleep again. I just want to cry. I'm sorry to complain on here, but this isn't living. I can't do anything. Literally anything. Even the smallest things I could do during a pain flare, are out of reach now. What is happening to me.

"celestial" bag from chanel ss26 by matthieu blazy

An estate agent with the name Gavin Human.

[alien command centre]

"And you will infiltrate and conquer them, by means of selling them dwellings. We just need some kind of convincing name that won't arouse suspicion...."

I fear the only way to convey to a doctor how fucked up perimenopause is, is to take this piece along, and tell them how much it made me cry. I am so furious that the unwanted and never-used baby pouch inside me is hijacking my life in this way. Be nice to have been taught about this, not algebra.

NASA just dropped this image of Artemis II astronaut Christina Koch looking back at us. The first woman to ever see our planet in its entirety. I’m not crying you’re crying 🥹🔭🧪 📸: NASA

If you see a stolen KitKat, no you didn't

On the plus side, I ordered some international Pringles as a birthday treat, and these taste like Key Lime Pie x Sprite in a crisp, and you would NEVER think it worked, but it is insanely delicious. If you can get yourself some, do.

I have about six medical appointments this month, and my ONLY out at the moment that isn't jumping off a building, is hoping we can find an answer as to what's wrong with me, and give me some life-illness balance back. I miss the woman I used to be, and I'd really like for her to come back.

It was my birthday today, and well... it happened? Had a breakdown last night, because we (medically) can't work out what's wrong with me, and why I can't stay awake. I'm struggling to find any sort of quality of life, which is a special sort of soul-deep agony. So today was never gonna be special.

Correct. I have watched award-winning movies that I have considered to have less acutely-perfect scripts, than certain episodes of this show. I cannot FATHOM how certain incredibly average things are wildly popular, and this isn't on everyone's lips. You want intelligent well acted drama? It's this.

Screenshot from the NASA Artemis II launch livestream showing the core stage separation from a camera on the rocket.

What a fucking shot holy shit

NASA is honestly one of the greatest things humans have ever created, the stuff of math and dreams

Had a cry when they did the final stop/go check, and the astronauts said who they were doing this for. Such a beautiful moment of humanity amongst all the technical speak. I grew up in that pre-internet time, where wonder was looking at my dad's colour photos of space books, then at the sky. Magic.

I found out why none of us could get (without going into insane debt) the auctions items from #IWTV recently. Because someone asshole 'professional' prop seller hoovered them up to resell. Fans literally can't get anything, for some asshole looking to make a buck. Fuck you to this man in particular.

Tumblr throwback for April fools.

nuggies

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DONT BRING MY SON INTO THIS I AM
ALREADY EMOTIONAL