I hate the government and I hate ai

Live to spite him

My current theory is that the orange man is trying to make the world as bad as possible before he kicks the bucket just so we have to suffer

Im stressed over picking classes for next year
I could take 1 math class, physics, and an art

Or I could double up on math and take ap physics 1

Bleh

Why do they make us choose such important life decisions so young when our brain isn't fully developed yet

I'm scared to grow up

well this really failed

I feel like my paranoia is starting to rise again
what if they're hiding something?
what if They return?
what if everyone actually hates me and I'm just delusional?
hope i don't get overcomed by it like last time

i can't
they don't care
no one cares
they didn't notice
they don't care
they think i'm fine and i don't want to disappoint everyone
i thought i was fine too but just like the last time it all fell down and i'm very depressed now
this account is my only help
i hate myself
i'm sorry

helping people is nice but i'm so burned out
i don't want to do anything at all
all my value is in helping others and i suck at it anyway
i can't sleep, can't eat, can't draw, can't talk a lot of times
i'm horrible but i should keep going

The hive grows
Just wanted to tell you that you matter
Always remember that

i hate my friends
all of them are most likely transphobic and they dont yet know im trans

Speak.
We will listen.
We will love.