so did we all gain weight or is it just everyone on my feed rn including myself

those diet cola bottles are so interesting

my mom is out of the hospital and staying with my aunt so i can finally get some things done because i know she’s okay

i will be in a major calorie deficit and working out every day from here on out

i gained 10 lbs since my dad died on march 3rd and honestly i thought it would be worse i can work with this

oh well i can just lose it again i’ll start now

i’ve probably hit a new hw since my dad died

the best

i’m so glad to hear your mom is supportive . wishing you all the best for your health my love <3 i have faith the situation will get better soon <3

i spotted this car yesterday

i went to the hash bash cup for free because i bought a treasure map but i didn’t attend any of the after parties because i had to get home

last day hash bash shopping haul ( can u tell im running out of money )

i’ll see ya there !

THANKS <3

also thrifted the cutest gay sweater when we were shopping

today’s haul . three packs of the 400mg infused jerky . foreign lime pepsi zero sugar , oh yes babyyyy i did good today

it’s bigger than my head

h🅰️sh 🅱️lunt

my bf treated me to $100 worth of VS today and i got the free promo tote for the first time ever ! it’s an accomplishment for me hehe , i also treated myself to some pink crocs i’ve been wanting FOREVER , and some yarn to finish a sweater i’ve been crocheting ! <3

two of the eighths and one preroll i purchased everything else was free with the treasure map 🤩

i’m still giddy and excited lol

amongst all the grief and awfulness in my life , my partner and i decided to still go ahead with the hash bash treasure map since we bought some up this year , here is our haul ! not pictured are our garlic knots from a pizza place and chips & salsa from a mexican restaurant ! i had an AMAZING day

thank you <3

thank you lovely <3

unfortunately it keeps getting worse , my mom was taken to the hospital by ambulance for severe heart and lung issues . sorry for trauma dumping . thanks for the kind words friend <3 <3

i know i need to withdraw but i feel like im failing my parents , i dont want to tell my mom shes gonna be so disappointed , i promised them i would never give up 😭 but maybe i can just take the remainder of this semester to get myself together and get back in school in september ? 😞

OH AND MY TURTLE DIED I LITERALLY ALMOST FORGOT BECAUSE THERE’S SO MANY THINGS

at this point i’ve genuinely convinced myself that i cursed my family and it’s all my fault .

please feel free to give me advice .