Suicidal yeah I can do a kick flip though

Sleeping on my king-size bed : XXXXX
sleeping on my couch: 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Idk y but I have recently decided I hate beds fr

...sometimes I despair the world will never see a man, like him.

I forgot this 😭😭😭

Bar my buddies work at is being harassed for kirk so I been dropping by to hang out during closing hours (when they get most threats) but now they keep getting me free drinks which is much appreciated but boi. Imma have to start saying no on account of the whole "trying to lay off" thing.

I almost got this the other day!!!

Today's my furst day working the floor on my own!!! Wish me luck :D

🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ Lion hat 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Mmm was gonna blur the name but whatever ! They made me a welcome post and its really cute 😭😭

Just documenting at this point. But oh my lord.

Brother of late Epstein victim
Virginia Giuffre is urging lawmakers to sign the bipartisan petition to force a vote on releasing the Epstein files.They are getting closer to reaching the required 218 signatures.

Dude wtf. Lol.

Coffee shop has free bunnies to take home 😭

Shall i?

Im officially *known* as an alcoholic it seems lolololol coolcoolcool

Which political should I kill?
Poll below!

Oh hey guys srry 4 getting doomer bout the political state of the world rn XD

Deleted all that

Things r good !

So smug and annoying about celebrating it like it changes fucking anything in a significant way and then boi.

Jd Vance becomes president.

:0 "huh!! What??? Oh god this guy sucks! - hes even worse than Trump!"

- actually nah idk if they'll be smart enough to recognize that hes worse.

That lead to a Trump presidency in the first place.

a fascist "strongman" presidency was bound to happen due to unchecked reactionary conservativism hes just become the face of that ideology in the US but its alive and well before and after his entrance in the oval office.

And libs will be sooo

Trump dying soon but oof if we still dont be in a fascist hellscape

Would mean a lot to me -
Fast forward the Friday before last I saw her walking downtown and she asked if I was doing better -

I got to tell her "I start working at an aba clinic on Tuesday"
She was so happy :)

Training with this clinic has been so fun and rewarding :,)

And she said she got here start in aba therapy and that I should try it because of my experience with autistic kiddos - and I said wait I remember that my sister did aba therapy, and she started suggesting places to apply and I said id never remember but if she puts it in my phone notes it -

Oh kinda funny story in addition to a life update -

About a month ago I was really depressed and just about blackout at my fav bar - talking life with another customer and ofc the bartender

Idk how it came up but she mentioned she was a therapist, and I asked her how she got her college hours -

Why yes I will show u the shirts bluesky friends who live in my phone

My mother got me cute aba therapy shirts 😭

Lggt b bgl't tgbt Lgt glbt 😭😭😭😭

On top of that, they're now the first, and only, letters of the alphabet . :/

Had first day at new job, coworkers and kiddos seemed to like me. Talked to my therapist today and told him things are well, basically just
"things got really bad since last time, but everything is going to be ok now"
Napped as soon as I got home - gonna do more training now.

Jkjk but im just drinking

Im doing. So so much better than I was.

Yall wouldnt fucking believe the last couple of months.. My reality was so distorted. I would have killed for an anchor. But I made it through regardless.

Idk learned to not trust in the best of ppl. But I wish I still could.

Nobody care me looool