February was.... A lot. For me, it was longer.

Yes I'm OK. Just been busy. You'll see in time

Cherry YouTube video by redredhat

Cherry youtu.be/7OC6QUgZWLg?...

dont want to talk about it

OK. I've got a plan for the next full moon. February1st.

The snow won't stop falling they weren’t joking

This is an open call, I'm looking for experts in solo ritual casting / mirror magic

We broke up.

Probably going to compile the rest of 2025 into one video. Then we can judge how good this year has been

Not good

Magick. Not even once!

PLEASE. STOP. LET ME SLEEP WITHOUT WAKING UP NAUSEOUS

Did it feel any different? Has your relationship to it changed somehow?

Been seeing the Woman a lot recently. She's dressed like a flapper these days. The more I put my timeline together the more I see her

I'm seeing her in the corner of my room, behind every crack in the closet

They injected blue dye between my toes and I sat in an MRI so, so long. Don't breath, don't swallow.

Tomorrow :)

Woke up coughing til I puked. Last night I dreamt of a coven of ravens.

Razor and star. Red defined.

So I'm scheduled for a lymphangiogram I guess 🙃

do you ever worry the other side of the mirror feels better

I've been coughing for hours. Gray is taking me to the hospital for the second time this month because whatever I'm coughing up is black

This morning I can barely breath. It's like claws scratching my lungs

Another bad dream

I was a kid playing by the train tracks. When I noticed I'd attracted others, I got distracted, & could not hear the train's horn for what it was.

Bad dream.

I was in a marsh. The grass was pale, the water was red. I supped on the dirt. I had wings.

Feeling slightly better today but so, so slow. My 11AM class feels like a 9AM right now

So there it is. New video. The contents I salvaged from the flash drive. I know now this was never a simple force of nature. A man did this. A man in a rabbit mask stuffed them all in black bags.

youtu.be/s7YpQjn7TJg?...

The waning crescent is tomorrow so I'm hoping to cast a spell to diminish nausea