whatever. my therapist will hear about this

chanting to myself You Are Allowed to Have Hard Edges. How Will You Be Loved If They Cannot See You EEEUUUGGGHHHHH

i need to send my people pleasing impulses to the glue factory

asking god politely to smite everyone i’ve seen just hacking up nasty wet coughs like we haven’t learned to live differently

40 out of 48 hours of travel down and oooohh i am Passing Away

also positively Sick of being thrown into moving projects without a plan or timeline in place oooooo i’m going to start knocking teeth out at work

literally everything in the world is deciding to happen the week before i go on an international trip can i get a CRUMB of peace before i toil in transit for 40 hours

#portfolioday, I'm trying my luck again with my very old illustrations ⚡️⚡️⚡️

two tieflings pressed up together. one is putting his hand up to the other's face, asking him to be quiet. he has a love letter behind him .. he is posed on his tip toes as he leans into the purple tiefling.

two tieflings, one is carrying the other on his bicep.

clocked in shipping my friends tieflings 24/7 💌

(sketch on the right by @soumic.bsky.social , i lined and applied flats smile)

#crypanth #ttrpg

Get involved locally, seek out and build bonds with the people around you, learn their names, check in with them, lend a hand when needed. I can't stress enough how much they dread the trust and strength that can be found in community.

i think my turn to cooking & baking & coffee is just an extension of yearning for wet lab work. perhaps i’ll really enjoy dialing in an espresso machine

it has been such a nightmare year for making art but at least i’ve been able to make really banger dishes!!!! would love to pick up a pen someday tho

this is the devils work. how do i communicate with my big wet eyes and honest demeanor that i also don’t want to be doing the devils work

me at work being set up to lead a project to specifically try to negotiate for more than what’s contracted!!!! even though i disagree with!!! my involvement!!!!! fuck my sacrificial baka life

mixed signals if u ask me

everything that i’ve been learning about my aging body has pointed to the realization that “oh i should be living in the tropics huh” but then fish (my beloved) and some fruits (also beloved) will often make my tummy hurt!!! what facking gives

look ai is completely destroying the world with massive pollution and is using up water at a concerning rate but at least you get to use technology that lies to you and is the primary propaganda mechanism by fascists

ooouuh i love growing in community… together we are kinder

endlessly grateful for every bit of grace and correction i’ve encountered that modeled behaviors & perspectives that feel so core to who i am today

visiting home really makes me confront who i could have been if left in the southern OC test tube

a comic about fishing (1/7)

man i came on here to wax a bit about how im built to forage and my weary heart took the mic

aren’t we tired of not looking where we step

bianca and i are coming back from a wedding filled with people of a vastly different political and tax bracket and each person i meet i’m like!! what a sunny disposition! what a warm demeanor! i see such brilliance and generosity in u and oh my god you work for Big Oil

every day i exist in the professional sphere is a day i mourn how humans capacity and eagerness to build and connect is used for straight up evil

Had so much fun imagining a cover shoot for Nova! Excited to share the full piece when Ooh! Chic Ultramarine, an OC fashion zine comes out on Sept 21st! 📷📷📷

#oohchiczine #OCs #ocsky

meet me in

yo grab ur lighter lets chill in the garage #oc #ocsky #dnd

how am i supposed to get my yucky up under these conditions

Been kinda art blocked, but testing out new brushes/settings so things are hopefully less blurry

#OCs #ocsky

mooaarr #artfight