I'm trying hard. I won't quit but man it's hard
This country, this state. It's fight or flight

Gonna get my Lucero neck tattoo tomorrow. I was always like I'm going to get a job and that's going to be an issue but I filled out a million applications and nobody wants to hire an old guy so I'm going to do what the f*** I want

The VIP includes a signed poster, hear a few pre concert songs, and photo with the band. It's the 20th anniversary of their album Nobody's Darling which is a great album

So Friday I am flying to Orlando. Just me alone in Orlando for 4 nights. I know a few FB friends going for the concert at least. . Be nice to meet them. Not sure what else I am going to do. Never been to Florida. I have a VIP ticket to see Lucero. Might get this Tattoo b4 leaving

The things I used to enjoy are just not hitting anymore.

Thanks
Honestly, it could be worse.

So many times lol. My musical taste is varied. I have traveled the world seeing shows alone. Still it is always better wth friends

Thanks Brian. I will keep that in mind and I appreciate the response. I have a trip to Orlando this weekend to see a band. I hope it is a good experience. Yes it is solo but it is what it is. I have some friends in a FB group for the band so that should be nice to see them

I am not ok. Depression is tough

I turned 61 today and honestly I am not happy

Life's been a bit tough lately. I turned 61 today. Got a trip to Orlando this see lucero VIP this weekend though

And he had just quit the band. He had harsh words towards them

Brent Hinds, Ex-Mastodon Singer-Guitarist, Killed in Motorcycle Accident Brent Hinds, former singer-guitarist of Mastodon, died in a motorcycle accident on August 20th in Atlanta. He was 51.

Wow

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You ever wake up in the morning and be dissapointed ? Like damn again. I am so upset with my country and my life

You know my little brother went to prison for drugs. I called him weekly and just played 10 on a cassette player so he could listen

I been struggling but I'm am making progress

You know you are in a proper dive bar when one of the regulars goes by the name Booger

This hurts my heart because I miss Canada so much. My partner of 10 yrs is there. We have not talked in months but yeah she sent a sad song to me yesterday

Tyler Childers - Bitin' List (Audio) YouTube video by TylerChildersVEVO

I have been in a bad depression. I am digging my way out

This is a fun Tyler album. The lyrics are so much fun! I needed this record.

To put it plain, I just don't like you
Not a thing about the way you is
And if there ever come a time I got rabies
You're high on my bitin' list

Maybe but also the majority of voters are not for banning thc. Then there is a lot of money being made that would go away.

All the weed

I did stock up when I went on my big hike. I was right on the border with new Mexico where it is legal. I got 2 oz but they only had 1/8th bags though lol

Finally some good news. Our governor vetoed the bill banning all thc including thca / hemp. They are holding a special session where hopefully they will just regulate it. That's needed because no one knows what they are actually consuming currently.

Thanks. Sometimes just need to get something off my chest so I can move on.

It's like running a marathon and then tripping right at the finish.

For sure. I just have to suck it up

You know I just want to run away. I. Am tired of the worrying about my kids cars, my parents health, the world. I just want to shut down for a month from this fucked up world. But I can't. I can't move to another state that sucks less than Texas. Not without abandoning every one and my health.

I was just in New Mexico. After my amazing death defying hike. I popped over and bought some weed lol. Gotta stock up when I can. They are banning even thca in Texas

I thought my allergies were acting up but I was actually coming down with something. Still feeling awful. I didn't let it stop me! I would never do it again lol. I still have a hard time getting in and out of the car because my legs are so sore. I just needed to do something to feel alive

Still around. Move my turntable into my bedroom so I can use it more. Inside a thing this week. I went to West Texas and hiked the Guadalupe peak. The highest point in Texas. It was a grueling 9 hour round trip. I didn't die though I was afraid I might. It's not an easy hike.

There are a lot of them I have not watched. Pink Floyd Pompie, the last picture show. Tried to watch the song remains the same but fell asleep every time lol