packing up all our shit to move next week and i have yet to hit the "god just throw everything in the trash" wall!!!
i have hit the "idk everything just needs to be in a box" phase though. exhibit a:
it feels silly to be worried about this but IG was how i kept up with my favorite authors, artists, actors, drag queens, musicians, etc.
does everyone have a newsletter i should look for or like
what is the answer
i decided to delete instagram and facebook off my phone for the month of march, but i'm considering making this break up permanent.
my main concern:
how will i find out about new movies? books? albums? musicians going on tour?
everything else i can live without/find elsewhere, but idk about these!
i never expected food to play such an enormous role in carrying me through the grief of losing my mom, but i am so grateful she left behind so many delicious recipes to bring us comfort.
pictured: pumpkin bar edges--my very favorite scrap. miss you girl.
anyway--cheers lads
life really is just laundry and then you die
i have yet to find an #adhd hack that will prevent this miserable cycle i fear i am stuck like this
how does this do numbers regardless of the platform... timeless. a classic.
going through a drag race all stars binge and my husband asked how many seasons were left
baby i've already seen all of this
drag race is infinite
drag race is f o r e v e r
do you ever unexpectedly stumble across the perfect gift for a loved one and get so giddy you have no idea how you'll ever wait until christmas to give it to them
(this happens every year--my husband always has pre-christmas presents 😔)
perhaps the most surprising/challenging/rewarding part of the whole day was cleaning up my entire kitchen. adhd did not win today!!
(also i just wanted to say i stopped posting on twitter regularly years ago so i'm trying to figure out what that looks like again thank u for patience while i ride this learning curve)
sunday:
-first attempt at homemade stock (turned out ok but i'd like to redo it lol)
-some bread? (idk did not plan to make this and i've never made bread before so that went well enough!)
-crockpot white chicken chili (the one thing i planned to make--always tasty!!)
"don't go to the grocery store hungry" yeah yeah but have you ever wanted a single serving of oreo cheesecake and a frozen breakfast burrito and then you bought it and it was everything you wanted it to be
nearly finished collecting food scraps for my first ever homemade stock and it's the most excited i've been for anything in awhile give me those onion skins bitch i need them
if you've been thinking about seeking out a therapist but have been hesitant for whatever reason just fuckin do it oh my god it'll change everything i swear
sometimes i don't even have anything wild to say! we just gab! and that's healing too!
the last picture is almost an exact copy of this photo of our two old cats who have since passed and it just makes me weepy LOL pet grief is wild i miss these divas
soup (our orange cat) has been through a lot this year; a move halfway across the country, the death of his cat brother, adjusting to a new house by himself. we got juniper in july and they've been like this ever since 🥲
(i feel like a grandma posting like this but algorithm pls more #cats)
i understand that finding joy in small ways is instrumental in fighting fascism but i am realizing, every day since last tuesday, how filled with mindless rage i am. so irritable and miserable.
noticed it this morning. ate some yogurt and did the dishes. somehow that helped. more yogurt to come.
*always* in my east fork pottery every day bowl. i only have one and i literally use it every day. www.eastfork.com/products/eas...
a bowl of chicken pot pie soup w baguette
avgolemono
baked potato soup
chicken noodle soup w mashed potatoes and a biscuit
i'm not really sure how to find my people here so uh... where are my #soup people at
hey! if u can't bother to look at the drive thru worker when u come and get coffee! maybe just stay home!
had a very special experience listening to the latest RFK anti-vaxx episode of maintenance phase and pulling up behind this comic sans ass monstrosity @yrfatfriend.bsky.social @michaelhobbes.bsky.social
like i rolled up to a drag show in a canadian tuxedo and a table full of lesbians asked my friend what my deal was
and when he told them i was straight and had a boyfriend they asked "then why is she wearing denim on denim"
i wish i could go back in time and apologize to all the women who hit on me in bars before i realized i liked girls
you knew something before i did !
who would've known that putting on youtube videos of people cleaning their houses would be the adhd life hack i needed to finally get my shit together
saw a weather forecast talking about the dew point being so high in the SE part of the country that it's gonna feel like a rainforest outside for 10 days
thought it was hyperbolic until my KNEECAPS started sweating IMMEDIATELY as i walked outside
is mourning twitter stupid
do i need to go outside