I don't know how to deal with all these horrible thoughts and feelings, I'm sorry. I might be unstable rn

It's not just the art, there are just too many things I don't see myself ever overcoming. It would do the world and me a favor.

Yet, another 6 hour stream. It's so over.

This is why I haven't been posting for almost a month. Even though I've been streaming 6-8 hours some nights.
This is all I can come up with.

BIG COW

Idk what to do. And when I do, I don't want to do it. And when I do, still feel horrible. Just typing this feels worthless and annoying.

More doodles from stream 3/25/26

Quickies from stream 3/25/26

Messy practice doodles from stream 3/29/26

The nsfw in mind is literally intercourse. Even if I make the same shapes in sfw (phalic shaped character headfirst into another character's low placed belly button as an example) it wouldn't really be the same. The less I look at nsfw art, the less I'm interested. So i'll just abstain for now.

There are ways I also want to make nswf that is less explicit. However I also want to make the explicit kind too, is the thing. I'm okay with waiting until the right time to start. And now isn't it.

I'm so conflicted about making nsfw. I could. I want to make really good nsfw art, but I feel it's disrespectful to my sona/oc, especially how cartoony/childish my style can be. -Less time for world-building. -I'll want to make even more nsfw. -My shading isn't good enough yet

Just the start of another idea

had to do it

Noodles and Doodles 3/24/26

YES! Today is World Pangolin Day!
Ya know what that means?!

What if they were creatures

Dude is Skinnyyy

10K where's my plaque

hug a goodra

Silly round booty for @lunchgunk.bsky.social

One is popping his head up from the lower border with a little bounce. And the other was same but sideways. But now you've given me another idea~

Might have 2 ideas for turning this into a short animation.

For @blepy-derg.bsky.social

Sketch Page 3/20/26

A quick lil belated bday thing for otakutheott.bsky.social