the joys of being afab are that you can have endo/pcos/etc and you can get cysts that you never notice until suddenly youre in agony and cant eat and want to die for a few days. a week. however long
i have a psych intake appointment today!! this needs to not be happening!
stressed as shit today, but on top of it i've been so nauseous i havent been able to eat even my safe foods, and i'm starting to be accosted by sharp agonizing pains. sometimes they get so bad i black out. i pray this is not one of those times 😭
a quick painting of nex and marie sharing a kiss, by @nymeiasrain
doodles of nex and marie, by @nymeiasrain
lesbians be upon ye (both by niya from months ago)
a quick painting of nex and marie sharing a kiss, by @nymeiasrain
doodles of nex and marie, by @nymeiasrain
lesbians be upon ye (both by niya from months ago)
a pinup-adjacent, half-dressed drawing of my oc, nex, biting their teeth together and winking towards the viewer. their hand slips under a small set of underwear in a teasing manner
#dailydoodle reup of this (i fixed the shadows a bit since i noticed after i missed some in the overlays)
nex my beloved
an image of my oc, nex. they look toward the viewer with a glowing eye, a bite of golden apple skin in their mouth with the apple held in their right hand, dripping juice over fingers and down their chin, chest, and side. a green snake coils around them, part of its body pressing between their legs as fluid drips down the scales. the snake's mouth is wide at nex' neck, as if to bite, though the provocative and inviting expression they wear seems unbothered. the imagery is a poetic and erotic display: the serpent of temptation, coercing eve to bite the apple. in this case, indulgence
-▪︎🐍[ temptation ]🍏▪︎-
The piece shows art of Lyon, a character from the game Warframe, and another artist's Drifter character. Both are in a chibi style, with Lyon and the Drifter in a gentle embrace. The Drifter is giving him a kiss on the cheek, while their hand holds onto the cheek. Lyon is staring back at them with a soft look in his eyes, his hand over theirs. Nightshade: love
The piece shows art of Lyon, a character from the game Warframe, and another artist's Drifter character. Both are in a chibi style, with Lyon and the Drifter in a gentle embrace. The Drifter is giving him a kiss on the cheek, while their hand holds onto the cheek. Lyon is staring back at them with a soft look in his eyes, his hand over theirs. Nightshade: love
The piece shows art of Marie, a character from the game Warframe, and another artist's Drifter character. Both are in a chibi style, with Marie sitting atop the Drifter's lap. The pair are happily staring and grinning at each other, with Marie's hand placed over the Drifter's cheek. Nightshade: love
The piece shows art of Roathe, a character from the game Warframe, and another artist's Drifter character. Both are in a chibi style, with Roathe playfully squishing his cheek against the Drifter's. One hand is holding theirs, while the other is supporting their back. His tail is curved into a heart shape. Nightshade: characters,
I've never received so many commissions before, and I'm so immensely thankful to everyone who chose to get one from me. Everyone was so sweet and wonderful to work with!
an illustration of a Warframe, Protea, standing behind her tenno operator, framed in light and water. the operator, Bellume, is dressed in simple athletic gear, and has an expression of determination.
An illustration of a Warframe, Uriel, posed behind his tenno operator, supporting their arms with green flames. The operator, Larua, is dressed in a skintight gothic outfit, and has an expression both confident and reckless.
duality of operators 😇 😈
#warframe #warframefanart
some thoughts for drifter (who i've decided chose the name inanis)
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it's on the pyramid of basic needs tbh
just looking at them is fine too but i need to be able to see the freak in them
my body's been slamming me with the chronic nausea lately and all i want amidst the stressors is porn of my ocs. i want to look at them in situations
notably, i am seeing a therapist (not as often as i should because. money.) and have an appointment to see a psychologist for potential medication, among other things. but obviously these things can only do so much
it's making surviving until things can actually improve feel pretty much impossible. i've been trying all i can and its just...not doing anything. i can't break the vicious cycle. and i've had some fairly worrying thoughts pretty consistently lately
i ask genuinely, because for months now i've autopiloted through most things that i should be fully enjoying, because the monologue in my mind is nothing but constant stress loops for far too many things that have no immediate solutions (and thus i *have* to wait for news)
how are you supposed to live day by day, and find ways to make it worthwhile, when everything is so uncertain and you're filled with guilt for existing. how do you find the strength to smile and have it reach past your face
we had an apartment viewing today and....they never showed 😭 and a couple that got to me initially never followed up (unsurprising) so it's just more looking....
i really don't want to keep doing this "wake up and live" thing. i really don't. i'm so tired.
at present i am at risk of becoming part of the various statistics that apply to me. i am so tired. goodnight
learned tonight i don't actually have insurance despite having done a call for redetermination in. like. february. another thing to add to the pile. not that i was using it because it never worked to cover mental health expenses
happy birthday!
moving feels impossible. i dont feel i exist in reality, time passing in moments and in years every day. wherever i end up i do not know that i will feel i can, should, or will exist. i feel im fighting for nothing, especially because i feel like this despite having so much care given
sleeping today in lieu of becoming a statistic because those are the only options i have in my mind. worst day ive had in a while. maybe ever. ive been burning through nothing and i didnt have a choice on burning more today
— I see you
oh this looks awesome, i love the pixel style you did for this, the colors are so satisfying....
When I saw this the first time I laughed so hard I couldn’t breathe. It still hits me.
