YIPPEE THANK YOU

a mii of jungkook standing very close to a mii of namjoon talking about how he sees himself as a f&ggot

this was their first time meeting btw😭 i should have never taught my miis that word

hymenopus coronatus beloved (thinking about bugs at 4am for some reason)

OH AND i got flick to make a model of my favorite insect! the hymenopus coronatus :D i don't remember if megasoma elephas are in new horizons but i do know they're in new leaf, if they are when beetle season comes around i will get a model of them too

i'm making miis of all of bts and i kept crashing out while making joon's

also hello everyone i am thinking about rm a lot these days sorry jungkook

there was a sergiolus capulatus crawling right beside my head and had also been in my bed previously the other day and tbh i still don't know where it is

was thinking about this just now and randomly thought "man my body took 'and my heart goes biii:-p' seriously" HELPPP😭

i love this stupid game😭 /aff

i got a heart rate and blood pressure thing today, safe to say my sister is taking me very seriously now 😭

yay!

my mom is gonna take me to get snowcones 🥹💝 i need this i always feel better after getting some one on one time together with her where i can get to understand her better

OFCC

HOW DID YOU DO THAT OMG CONGRATULATIONS 🎉🎉

omgg when you get it please show! i'm wanting to get some bts tattoos as well

YIPPEEEE

anyway guys i saw a dance cover haru did and i feel insane (says person who feels insane any time he dances)

chat should i look for a digital diary LMAO

rant over

like i apologize but when my last cat got sick y'all didn't take her to the vet and hid that she was sick from me so it wouldn't hurt me, of course i'm scared and want to make sure my cat is okay. so all this stuff going on and literally all i can do is learn to stfu and also stop listening to them

my mom said that my dad is a good person for me to talk to about my feelings but he's been holding a grudge against me bcuz i tried to reason with him not to feed our cats to obesity and when he wouldn't i set the boundary for him not to feed them bcuz i didn't want my cat to d!e,, so yeah

i want to curl up into a ball and not exist for a few days l

and then my sister started being my sister making things about herself and then saying it was to comfort me. i don't want to be comforted i want to be listened to and heard and taken seriously for once in my fucking life

i'm trying not to prioritize my family's words and opinions so much but this shit is hard to unlearn🫩
feeling like i'm just being dramatic again because she said the doctor wouldn't think anything of the pictures of my purple hued hands and that it wasn't a big deal bcuz they weren't purple enough

@seungmoroll.bsky.social i want to see this with one of your ocs :3 (please please please)

NEVERMIND i just talked to her on the phone and she didn't realize how bad things were 😭

i am so sorry for being so fucking negative but i don't know if i can make it till monday but i'm reliant on my parents does anyone know if there's anything in my power i can do? 😭 or am i just fucked

thank you!! i will probably keep the skyline updated

i thought you were an alpha

i can't 😞 i'm going to talk to my dr about it and get blood work done monday though. all of my visits so far have been psychiatric but my health got too bad to be brushed off, so that's something at least!