this has been going on for the span of a few hours and idk what’s wrong

eugh feeling like shit again right now but i am trying very hard to keep it together despite not knowing what’s wrong this is so fun!!!! i think my paranoia is only getting worse along with my mental state currently.

woke up from a nap and i’m already feeling paranoid in general again but more specifically i keep feeling like people are talking shit about me behind my back or judging me silently and not saying anything about it. i don’t know

Jam
#guiltygear #guiltygearstrive #ggst #art #furry

starting to think that anyone that aren’t my roommates asking if i’m okay out of genuine concern is just something that would mean the world to me.
maybe it’s selfish of me that i want people to look a little deeper when i say i’m ok. i think wanting to not be alone is asking for too much from me.

bf so sleepy.. i like him he’s wonderful and sometimes i wanna hold him just for the sake of it.. i miss being around him in person sigh

also sorrgy iwas napping.. this is wonderful im proud of u yay

aww the vaporeon i got u looks so cutesy and wonderful there yay

wait woaw plushie s.. yayayayy wonderful

husbvand…. ihope he is ok.. he has not gotten back to me so iwill assume he is busy or asleep..

thank god i’m off until thursday after today 😭 i’m exhausted bruh

ok sorry help wrong acc but are u ok,,

having someone else front at work is like being taken out back and shot then i wake up at home 😭

highkey just being a sappy fag on it though

ilike having a ramble/vent acc cause i can say whatever i want and nobody gaf 🔥

oh my god thank you for everything winsconsin

WAIT WHAT

the melatonin isn’t doing Shit and i took more than usual just in case

dude what was up with the way i fell asleep last night why was i unable to move and shit 😭 i was like awake but my body and eyes felt so heavy so i couldn’t do anything

interesting how i felt really soggy the moment i thought about work but just.. nah im good rn lowkey im balling

one of my alters is dubbed the one that took a 30 minute nap in one of the bathroom stalls at work and it’s really funny cause it is true

idk it seems like the most reasonable explanation to me cause my body does not react like that to however much melatonin that i take

IT SHOULDN’T DO THAT THOUGH???? maybe it’s something your body didn’t really like in that specific melatonin you used

broo i feel so bad cause i was the one who recommended you to try and use melatonin omg 😭😭😭

?????? WHAT EVIL ASS MELATONIN DID YOU TAKE???

also if my bf sees this i promise it’s okay especially since you apologized for it already, i just would prefer if it didn’t happen again 😭

everyday i wonder what my bf could have possibly interpreted my words as to lightly punch me in the shoulder for it cause i was pointing out this lopunny fursuit like it made me a bit upset at the time cause it felt unprompted [which idk why i didn’t express that] but in hindsight it’s kinda funny

HOORAY freedom at last i hope you have a good sleep get off your phone and let yourself rest ok? love you boy

that might be you finally relaxing or something idk but go to bed boy