I got my eyes wide shut, screaming I'm not afraid of loving
Bring me up, 'cause I'm so used to feeling nothing
Eyes wide shut, screaming I'm not afraid of loving
Fuck me up, 'cause I'm so used to feeling nothing
Posts by ▪️PunkyBlooze▪️
I wanna feel your body thru my screen
In the heat of the night it keeps reminding me
I wanna be forgotten in the thought of you
In a mausoleum that was made for two
Little raver, raving all of the time
Sending shivers all down my spine
Electric feeling that I can't deny
Dumb boy with a numb girl, tryna get rich
Lovesick, but my outfit cost a ticket
Toxic, first saw her in a mosh pit
Lost it, all my friends sayin' I lost it
Dumb boy with a numb girl, tryna get rich
Lovesick, and I'm fuckin' dumb bitch
But you the one I love bitch
But I'm back up on my fuck shit
I'm not trying to be silent
Sweet like icing, hot like lightening
Hot pink lighter, light my fire
Make my eyes burn
Make my world turn
Make my world turn upside-down girl
I'm so used to it
I swear I know what I'm doing
Okay, I'm lying
I'm higher than the sky is
Waiting for some closure
But you keep moving closer
You always knew the truth
We can't say adieu
If no one else can hurt me like you do
Hurt me, use me like you do
Baby, could never understand why we're a tragedy
I swallowed all my pride, took the amphetamines
We're one the same, you use them like you do with me
Bite into my flesh and tear the skin and tendons
I don't mind
Devour me like you always do
Someday, this day, we kept falling down
Someday, this day, set the Ferris wheel ablaze
You left my heart, an open wound
And I love you for-
This day, someday, we kept falling down
One day, this day, all we had to keep us safe
And if we never sleep again
It would never end
I'm coughing up my time
Each drag's a drop of blood, a grain
A minute of my life
It's all I've got just to stay down
Why the fuck am I still down?
I'm hoarding all that's mine
Each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
You're taking up my time
I hold your hand in mine
I hold your hand and you're so lonely
Oh so lonely
Your eyes have lost their light
Your eyes have lost their light and you're empty
Oh my God you're so empty
(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight
God I fucking LOVE "Let the Right One In". Both the book and the original swedish movie.
A beautiful and haunting queer story about a gender-ambiguous child vampire (he's a boy, he just looks like a girl) that I feel is very trans coded.
The book is SO much darker and more fucked up than the movie
If you marry me
Would you bury me?
Would you carry me to the end?
(So, say goodbye) to the vows you take
(And say goodbye) to the life you make
(And say goodbye) to the heart you break
And all the cyanide you drank
Tonight tenants range from a lawyer and a virgin
Accessorizing with a rosary tucked inside her lingerie
She's getting a job at the firm come Monday
The missus will stay with the cheating attorney
Moonlighting aside, she really needs his money
A wonderful caricature of intimacy
There are no raindrops on roses
and girls in white dresses
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
The shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy
All the accusations against me are false. They never happened. They are easily disproven lies created by evil people who wanted to manipulate stupid people into doing sick demented harm to me
And that's all that's been happening to me over and over and over and over and over FOR OVER A YEAR
Working Title: Infernal
Characters: Nero & Sayed
A short story about Angel/Demon hybrids that takes place in a dystopian cyberpunk-esque future. Nero's left wing is missing because Sayed chopped in off in a fit of fury.
#digitalart #angels #demons #transoc #transmasc #t4t
Don't you dare look out your window
Darling everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold on to this lullaby
Even when the music's gone
Gone
Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound
You say you know love, but you are just reflecting words you hear.
No iron in your veins to give you any sense of pain or fear.
It's just another lie, it's just another calculation,
And when the power's out, we're just another old sensation.
Mother, listen to my heart,
Just as one beat ends, another starts.
You can hear no matter where you are
Sister, hide our love away
From the evil we both know.
It can see us through these dark days,
Though they seem to darken as I go.
Today I've cried a many tear
And pain is in my heart
Around me lies a somber scene
I don't know where to start
But I feel warmth on my skin
The stars have all aligned
The wind has blown but now I know
That tomorrow will be kinder
Make no apology
It's death or victory
On my authority
Crash and burn, young and loaded
Drop like a bullet shell
Dress like a sleeper cell
I'd rather go to Hell
Than be in purgatory
Cut my hair, gag and bore me
Pull this pin, let this world explode
Everybody wants to change the world
Everybody wants to change the world
But no one, no one wants to die
Wanna try, wanna try, wanna try
Wanna try, wanna try now
I'll be your detonator
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home, never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
If I fall
Preach all you want, but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun in the book you gave me
Hallelujah, lock and load
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent son
It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you one and one, and one, and one
You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe
So, give me all your poison, and give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill
You're running after something that you'll never kill
If this is what you want, then fire at will
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you, and we'll keep it running
But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
[...]
All we are, all we are is bullets, I mean this
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?
Came a time when every star fall
Brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take
From every heart you break?
And like the blade you stain
Well, I've been holding on tonight