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Jackie Battenfield, Monet Morning, acrylic on Mylar panel, 2014

I broke up with my partner two days ago for lying to me about rent and bills being taken care of. Due to her lacking ability to be an adult I will lose this lovely apartment, I cannot afford it by myself. I put money in this place, made sure we ate well, and so much more. That’s the “thanks!” I get.

How is it that cis people in open relationships are more on point with delivering screen shots of recent test results and transparency than many T4T polyamorous people?? Is it the lack of autism and executive dysfunction with cis people or am I just running into shady af dolls??

Humans are so putrid in a spectrum of ways that I am no longer sexually or romantically attracted to people regardless of gender, status, heart.

People try to shit on me because there's no risk of consequence. There could be, but I choose not to engage because those who attempt ill will unto me are of zero value. There is nothing to gain, so an act of vengeance would procure a negative balance on my sheet, that is how worthless they are.

I laugh about AI replacing jobs a lot, it’s schadenfreude. Normies almost walking in my queer shoes but instead of being canned or never hired for being queer, people are being canned or never hired for being human, flawed. You are an undesirable now! But the machine is predictable, cheap, perfect!

Shooting Range Day! First trip of the year! The weather was spot on warm and comfortable. Fun day!!

Had sushi at my new favorite spot, it’s hard not to spend money there because the fish is quality and the sushi satisfying. I had Goyoza, x4 Tuna Sashimi, x3 Otoro nigiri, Avocado & Cucumber vegetable rolls and Spicy Tuna roll with Scallion and finely chopped Shiso. I am stuffed and glowing! ☺️

The weather is lovely today and I’m out for an appointment but I crave adventure. Maybe I’ll go seek it. It’s everywhere in this city, it’s random, spontaneous but it’s out there.

It’s like watching a queerer version of The Bachelorette. Go through the 30 T4T dolls “1 mile away” on Grindr till you find someone to be well off with lol. If Dolls can gold dig THAT efficiently then all Elon Musk needs for his Space X mission to mine meteors for Precious Metals is the dolls lol.

We would be 1,500 years ahead if it hadn't been for the church dragging science back by its coattails and burning our best minds at the stake.

~ Catherine Fahringer

Won that bet lol.

I love her so much! ^_^

Ink therapy, sooner than later.

Not having the balls to text me to break up, so she actively cheats on me till I catch on and do it for her. Girl living up to her orchiectomy! T4T dating in a nutshell. Her actions also speak on behalf of the folk who want to hang out with her so thanks for providing me a “no-fly” list.

Feeling and looking hot today. I am in a very good mood, for once.

I am going to sleep so soundly. ☺️

Found out this one doll saying we dated. We hung out maybe four times, never slept over, no dates, had sex once and then she swam off for whoever caught her attention next. Why Cali gals gotta be so extra? You could platonically hold a cali gal’s hand and she’ll go tell her friends she hit 3rd Base.

Oh hell yeah, new iOS lets me see Android Users that leave me on read. The tables have turned!! 😈

I don’t matter to anyone. People just pretend to be nice when they need me for something. If you want to feel more used than a tossed tampon exist in said spaces. My biggest regret for ‘25 into ‘26 was dipping my toe back in but nothing and no one changes. Time to dip and become background noise.

The amount of sheer brain power it takes to engineer a system to lasso an already rigged game is massive.

Happy Birthday! 🎂🎉

The only difference between a
Kiss and a Bite is how deep the
teeth go. Both can kill.

Last afternoon we napped and had sleep paralysis. Tonight we had nightmares within in a span of only three hours of rest and we have not slept since..

Self-centered people in patriarchal circles are cancerous. They only hit you up when they need something and they don’t give a fuck about you. You’ll talk about them, they’ll talk about them, but you could end your life today and they wouldn’t even post a condolence online.

Can’t wait to get out of this disgusting household for good. It’s just toxic, this person suucks. We will not date a woman-baby. Sleep all day. Play video games. Repeat. They’re almost 40 Y.O. No goals in life. Hinders my ability to grow which is already hindered from being queer. It’s breakup day!

Came home to my kitchen a disaster as if someone wasn’t able to help in the home and noticed that almost a gallon of milk was drank under 8 hours after I purchased it. We took the leftovers we brought home, ate what we wanted and threw the rest out. Get fucked.

The way to my pathetic heart is 🍣

Katsushika Hokusai, Bullfinch and Weeping Cherry, 1834
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