Mobius: Ouroboros

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In other news, I went to the hairdresser today and dyed my hair once again!!!

FOURTH WEEK IN HRT

GUESS WHO'S FINALLY GETTING HER POWERS!!!!!!

YESTERDAY NIGHT MY CHEST STARTED TO HURT WHEN I PRESSED AGAINST MY BED OR WHEN I PUSHED TOO HARD.

I GOT SO HAPPY LIKE YOU CAN'T IMAGINE!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S FINALLY HAPPENING AFTER ALL THESE YEARS!!!!

#trans #HRT

Imagine if this is the Otto from the new timeline our Otto created!!!!

LMAO

OH HELL NAH

I'll probably end up buying it but thanks for the heads up lmao. I would have lost my mind if I read that LMAOOO.

Anyway, this is all I have to say about my transition. I might start looking into finding my own clothing style since I've been using hoodies and shirts until now. This truly feels like a second puberty and I'm excited to see myself progress with each week :D!!!

#trans #transition #HRT #MtF

This will sound funny, but it feels so good when for example one leg rubs against the other and you notice the difference from before starting HRT.

Still no boob growth. I suppose I will start feeling that during the fifth week or a little later. At least that's what I've been reading.

The main thing I felt was smoother skin. I was already noticing some changes during the second week but it was still in progress. For example I had some dead skin on my hands nonstop, and I was afraid that those were just my genetics. Luckily, I was wrong. My hands have never been this smooth before

THIRD WEEK IN HRT

Sorry for the late post, life got a little too much these last days. I'm feeling much better now, so I'll post what I noticed last week.

Please make a review of it!!! I'm thinking about buying it because I LOVE SECOND ERUPTION!!!

but last time I asked, she told me that public mental healthcare was so saturated that it was reserved for patients with worse conditions like schizophrenia. So... idk.

But the side effects is what keeps me away. Last time I took my medication (Rubifen), the side effects were unpleasant as fuck. Like for example, what do you mean I will become an emotionless drone with articular pain. I've been thinking about asking my doctor about trying a different medication,

I really have a problem when it comes to continuing projects. The moment I get bored, I switch up immediately and I end up getting nowhere. I have ADHD but I've been without medication for some years now. I really enjoy the positive effects. It's nice to have your mind quiet down while you work...

YOU COOKED!!! I LOVE THIS ARTWORK OF KIANA

'the moon is beautiful, isn't it?' #hi3

Happy birthday Raiden Mei!!
#RaidenMei #hi3rd #hi3 #honkai #honkaiimpact #honkaiimpact3 #honkaiimpact3rd #hi3sky #art-emis

I mean, I LOVE how Vita looks, but I don't think I've gotten a good result for the background. She doesn't blend well with the background but that's just how the map looks. I'll keep trying to get a good result!!!

#honkaiimpact3rd #Vita #Blender #HonkaiRender

Here is a more clear view of Vita's shading without effects.

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Well, this is the first real test of what I've been working on. I gotta adjust the outline width because I switched versions from Blender 4.5 to 5.0. Really happy for how everything is turning out :D.

Any thoughts?

#honkaiimpact3rd #Vita #Blender3D #Phosphorus #HonkaiRender

Mf be living the life Otto never could and also being in the most random places

I will continue to document every week of my transition so other girls can have a reference and some peace of mind whenever they feel ready to start this wonderful path towards your true self <3! Can't wait to talk about the next week!!!

#trans #HRT #transition

To not end this thread on a low note, I want to say that doing exercise is working. I've dropped more than 10kg since november, and now I feel so much better about myself :D. Remember, don't be afraid to start your transition whenever you are ready. It helps a lot and brings a lot of inner peace.

Taking estradiol reduces your muscle mass. With the rise on attacks targetted to trans people, defending yourself is crucial. And I know talking about this is can lead to feeling hopeless, I know, but we need to be strong. I want to at least be able to put up a fight to defend the woman that I am.

Last thing to talk about. Workout. So, I've been doing cardio since last november because I wanted to drop some weight before transitioning and also to be more comfortable with how I look. After getting my hormones, I added weights to the routine because we all know what is happening in the world rn

OH AND SOMETHING IMPORTANT. CONFIDENCE!!!
I COULD NEVER IMAGINE THE AMOUNT OF CONFIDENCE I WOULD GAIN FROM TAKING HORMONES.
My body hasn't changed that much yet, but knowing that I will get there, brings me confort on what I wear, how I act, etc!!!

If you remember last week's documentary, I said that I felt more tired than before. Well, this has changed but only for the fact that I'm getting used to it. I can do my work out routine without any troubles. I'll talk about this in a moment.

Now, let's talk about hormones. I'm still following the advice that I received from other trans women and judging by the previous parts of the thread, it's clearly working. Aside from that, I started taking two doses of estradiol in spray (~3mg) since I'm not noticing any bad effects.

Or at least the morning ones since those are the ones I can be aware of... Anyway, if we are talking about libido, it hasn't changed that much. Maybe a little less libido than before but that's really all.

I'm starting with the genital zone because this was the first clear change I noticed in my transition. As many people know, the male genitalia erects itself during the night and morning to keep its size. This week I noticed that I no longer have those.