Someone told me puff puff pass is dead. I get it because germs but also it was fun and communal. I’m sad.

i’m spooky.

For my dark aesthetic?

No.

I go outside with my white blind cane by myself and give everyone a good jump scare.

Im facing away from the camera with my face mostly obscured by my black hair. Im turned slightly to the camera, my right hand on my hip. My blind cane is in my left hand poking out from behind my head. I’m wearing glasses, a black corset, black bottoms, and a full body fishnet suit.

I choose me. I choose life. Even when it’s really fucking hard sometimes. It helps to make art with this malfunctioning meat suit.

I’ve been a hopeless romantic since Alanna fell in love with George Cooper. If you get that reference, we can be best friends if you want.

Some days are sunshine and rainbows, other days are listening to Born To Die by Lana Del Rey on repeat while sobbing.

I picked Mort because it means death. I picked Marilyn because of my love of the song Marilyn, My Bitterness by The Cruxshadows.

I am autistic and also BLIND. And yeah, a bitch too.

It’s a flyer for Alluring Impairments. The show is April 30th at Art Portal. Doors at 6pm, preshow at 6:15pm. Can’t ver is $10.

I’m on stage wearing a silver sequin tailcoat buttoned over a purple corset and black bottoms. I have black fishnet thigh highs in with knee pads and black ballroom heels. I have on black gloves. My hair is pink and curled around my shoulders and I’m smiling. My arms are open out to the side.hands

Alluring Impairments: Love and Rage is coming to Art Portal on 4/30 at 6pm. It’s going to be a wild and wonderful time! Alluring Impairments is a fully disabled cast and crew show produced by Estelle UrMom. 🖤

I feel a lot like Future Cas from Supernatural where he’s Fallen for Dean and he’s having to cope. I have to go rewatch that episode and start the inevitable comfort dive into destiel fanfic.

I sit with your lies ringing in my head but in the silence there is truth.

Pope dropping truths. How can you close your hands to pray when they’re filled with blood? Wow.

I ripped my heart out of my chest just so we could be together. I want my heart back.

I lived in a residential school and one time there was a bed shortage and I shared a bed with my crush who innocently asked if she could take her pants off because she was hot. I literally lived a fanfic trope.

Chappell Roan literally spit in my face and said GO HOME BLINDY and then threw me off a building. Are we gonna let her normalize this behavior?!?!

If you see me running into things and falling down and knocking stuff over, don’t worry. I’m a professional.

My favorite thing about the Afroman trial is when he said he had the right to turn his bad time into a good time. 💚

I used to be the kind of person that would show up with cake on friends birthdays. I forgot about that. I don’t wanna go too far here, but I was kinda awesome. *sighs dreamily in lemon pound cake*

I know more about my surroundings than people with fully functioning eyes sometimes.

I’m in my wet noodle era. See you on the slip slide.

A man calls me beautiful and my first thought is I’m gonna eat you alive.

I’m clawing my way to the finish line of February into the sweet relief of March.

I finished Bury Our Bones in the Midnight Soil by VE Schwab. It’s the vampire book I’ve been waiting my whole life for. It’s going to be my new favorite book for a while.

Sometimes the brain participates in screaming. Then I turn the music on on and scream along.

If I have a bratty little thing ruining my life and breaking my heart, I don’t have to think too hard about my further disabling disabilities.

Opening my door everyday to look at all the snow, saying ew gross then closing the door.

I have been sexboozled. It’s like bamboozled but there’s sex involved.

The amount of times I’m absolutely mortified throughout my day is excessive. I’ve trained myself to accept it and keep it moving.

All I have to do is move with love.

I’m really grateful to be myself. I got me this far, I think I can take it to the very end.

I really do want to learn how to play the piano to level up my brooding.