She's an adult, I think maturity is expected of her for good reason. Am I excusing my own actions with my age? Yes, because my age is an excuse for everything else that others want.

She had the absolutely tragic day (/sarc) of going to a place with no drama or loud noises, comfortable amounts of people, and a job interview. Meanwhile, I'm over here coming back from school where my 6th hour constantly yells and gets cramped, my teachers are pedophilic, and I wake up at 5 AM.

"oh so every day at school is inherently bad?"
"yes of course"
"guess what?
"I already know you went through the same thing"
"okay nevermind I was going to say something else but not anymore"
Bitch you are like 22 now stop acting like *my* age (16) you literally went to a job interview.

woa people remember me
/pos

no worries
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haven't been active lately after all

@supernovaeskies.neocities.org

I need to regain like half of the childhood I lost to depression in order to feel properly functioning

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headache
need my meds need my glasses need a fucking break from it all before I tear myself apart

having a mild mental breakdown during lunch only for someone to come up to me and tell me to eat at Culver's really is fucking with my head /neg

anyone free for DMs?

I swear to the fucking stars my sister's boyfriend better not start living here or else I'll actually lose my mind again.

I don't feel great

I wouldn't doubt my sibling's view.

TL:DR I don't want to live even remotely close to my dad

He only stopped because my mom told him to.
Also, everyone but him has given reasons as to why he did what he did. My mom and sister say it's because he's autistic and now knows better, and my sibling says that it's because mom told him to. But with the way "father" jokes about beating kids sometime

And since he refuses to wear hearing aids, he's pumped up the audio to the point that no matter where in the house I go, I can still fucking hear it
He also sleeps on the couch *willingly* so that makes me uncomfortable on the couch. Oh, and he still doesn't understand that beating kids is wrong

I'm ngl to you I'm so close to screaming at my mouth breathing smoke smelling low-key abusive(?) high-key horrible "father" figure
This motherfucker runs his loud-ass expensive computer nigh 24/7, which is in the living room might I add, but he also plays his show on the TV literally all-night long

feels like I'm choking on nothing (from sadness)

/neg

dentist appointment happened.

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melting into a pit of despair (< accidentally misgendered partner) (if you're seeing this I am so sorry I genuinely did not mean it it was habit cause I've never played roblox with a girl)

I don't want to say "I don't know how to say no" but uh
I don't know how to say no sometimes

gonna sew to get my mind off of this

stars I just need to shut up again
goodnight before I fuck something else up

I think it was (i say was because I'm not feeling like that anymore) because I was feeling really frustrated and still kinda out of it

not to be incredibly toxic but sometimes I want to be incredibly toxic

I deeply worry that I will have to hurt a lot of people simply because I am interested in a casual relationship instead of something serious and long-term

someone take away my ability to speak before I hurt another person please please please I shouldn't be allowed to speak tear out my vocal cords please

need hugs