huggies really said "pull ups are not diapers" 😌

it's an ipad

it really does go both ways for me sometimes :)

no, i absolutely get that :) but it does feed into my worst anxieties when it ends up being me who initiates the conversation most of the time, even though i know it goes the other way around too ^^;

honestly, i have a lot of really bad childhood experiences where people i thought were my friends would only spend time with me if other people weren't involved, or even straight up turn against and bully me if others were involved. it's... really difficult. it's the part i hate most about myself.

❌ "I have to go potty"
✅ "I had to go potty"

anyway if we used to talk a lot, but haven't in a while, or it feels like i've been ignoring you, i'm really sorry. it's probably not intentional, or out of malice. I just cope badly sometimes.

but if you send me a message, even if it's not about anything, it'll probably light up my day a lot :)

i keep getting a little better about it but it's still not easy. it feels very hard when i see people i consider friends talk to each other a lot but not me.

and maybe that's true sometimes? but a lot of the time it's just the trauma speaking. and i can't let it win :)

i really try to not distance myself but sometimes the bad part of my brain takes over and starts feeling like people don't care about me as much as i care about them and like i have to just distance myself a bit to stop myself from spiraling >.<;

really struggle with this a lot and i very regularly feel like i have to re-evaluate who my friends are(n't), which is a pretty horrible way to think. i don't want to think that way. i wanna just like people and do things with them and talk to them!!

constantly think and feel this :)

i mean i don't think "pushing buttons" is necessarily fetishy :)

not trying to be a hater, everyone can be into whatever they want, but 90% of the time people aren't really into retro computing so much as they're into age regressing and playing Freddi Fish 😭

Me giving detailed instructions on how to tease me:

this is why i have to explain people how to tease me because this just doesn't work for me :B

Me giving detailed instructions on how to tease me:

Bwuh

:3

not something i talk about much, but have been thinking about it a lot.

when mama dips your paci in the molly bag and puts it in your mouth 🤤

Just straight up using them now :3

Live life, love luvs :3c

things have not been improving :< but i'm still around trying to do what i can and spreading the love <3 hope to see ny'all in all the other corners i'm at

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goin to the garbage store in a bit as a little birthday treat and hopefully find some Good Garbage

if anyone still wants to give me a lil birthday money to support my habits, yay, thank you :3

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Broken stair repair service

It’s my birthday again. Here is an art about it.

lynndrummandbass - Twitch Birthday eve dnb sesh :3

Birthday eve dnb sesh :3

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Lost another real one today 🫡 will miss you Yorhel, I hope you know how much your work meant to so many people.

Age dysphoria

I have to take a break here.

you're free to follow me at @lynn.cat or contact me somewhere else if you like to keep up with what i'm up to.

the past weeks have been treating poorly, reasons I will not go into right here, I just need to step back for a bit and reduce some mental load.

Love you <3