you move like a war was written in your bones and nobody taught you peace. I want to be the place you finally rest your sword..

there is something so beautiful about reaching out to the monstrous with intent to touch it gently. to risk the sharp teeth and the lethal claws, to defy fear and revulsion, and choose to be delicate with something that can be, and often is. incredibly brutal..

do you ever get into one of those moods where your heart aches and longs for something so deeply but you dont know what and your heart is like a stubborn toddler screaming give it to me! please! and you're desperately like i don't know what kind of emotionally fulfilling experience to give you! 😮‍💨

that's completely understandable. maybe next time you'll choose bug friends 😌 perhaps when you don't have work.

I hope you chose little bug friends 😌

that's wonderful! im happy to hear it. I hope you've enjoyed your day.

can I come over and concern you? 👉🏻👈🏻

of course. hope its a good day.

so touch starved i fantasize about simply being held and caressed like i am precious. yet the idea of someone touching me is terrifying because i feel so grotesque../:

a cartoon of a dog holding a basket with the words happy birthday to you ALT: a cartoon of a dog holding a basket with the words happy birthday to you

🥳🎂

lack of sleep has me starting to see and hear things. my body is refusing rest. my definitely isnt helping. im so over this..

new word!

✨️'fobi'✨️
fear of being included 🙃

no tears i was only being honest 🫂

every rose has its thorns. show me yours and I'll show you hands that are willing to bleed 🌹

⭐️🗝🕯🌀🖤💌😼

beautiful ✨️

I am unsure how to do that honestly

its a catch-22. what are we supposed to do when that happens? lol.

apparently staying to yourself and not bothering people..bothers people..who knew 😮‍💨

that is a possibility, but you'll never ever ever forget getting scolded by me ♡

I have to be over at least 8ft just to look scary and threatening this way you take me seriously 😇

you should be. I stand on a chair and everything. you'll never forget it 😇

im fine with this but you better not ever die or I'll bring you back just to scold you 🫶🏻

💪🏻🙂‍↕️

I'm somebody you call when you're alone
I'm somebody you use, but never own
I'm somebody you touch, but never hold
And you're somebody I'll never really know 🎶

"you have 10 days to decide what you want to do for your birthday, D. or we'll choose for you"

I'm fully prepared to lock myself in and hide away under my bed 😅

im proud of you for refraining. though it sounds like it would've been justified had you smashed it 🙂‍↕️

okay, so I'm definitely going to do more than throat punch them then! 😤

thank you! and here I was starting to think this afternoon would be and stay boring 😈

oh no! that honestly sounds so awful! 😖