Me Leaving My Doctor's Appointment Like: [angry-looking creature (i used to buy these books for my kids don't remember the name of this guy) in blue bunny pajamas walking away from a staircase, clutching a yellow stuffed rabbit.] "I GUESS I'LL JUST GO FUCK MYSELF." Thanks for nothing dickbag mcshitstain

twice today online I’ve seen people call smoking weed “breathing exercises” … and i *will* be stealing this

will i ever heal?

in dire need of not being allowed to get up until i eat my vegetables and then getting praise for doing so

i’m genuinely trying to figure out which sounds more preferable to me: dying from measles at 14 in psychedelic-assisted hospice, or celebrating my 87th birthday in the nursing home on a high dose of SSRIs that get fed to me with a dixie cup of water each morning

and estrogen

thinking about ketamine again….

i feel so weird

sad and tired today

Little dragon Mila, in a dreamlike scenario floating in a sunset sky lit with colorful stars in pastel colors

The result of a trade I've done with @littlecomfortmagic.bsky.social of their character, Mila!

I got a little carried away with this one but gosh, I'm really happy with how this one turned out >u<

#rawhart

weird little domesticated shota boy that's nonverbal past whispering in your ear and loves to fall asleep listening to your heartbeat and lets you put him in dresses but falls over n lays there like a cat would and isn't housebroken and likes being close to you all the time

and while I’m crashing out at 4am…. might as well think about HRT

feeling insane and saner than ever idk

a circadian rhythm would be super cool tbh

so ready do be done this this phase of my life. fuck. i need so much more in my life than what i have right now and i just feel so stuck

fell asleep at 7:30 and I feel so miserable right now ugh

going to the dispensary after 4/20 hoping to find cheap weed… maybe they do it like grocery stores discounting leftover Halloween candy?

night 3 in da dog bed! I washed my sheets and blankies and stuff a few days ago and haven’t felt like putting them on my bed and I kinda forget how comfy this thing is

today is mnarijuana’s birthday

who up fetishizing their miseries to better accept the discomfort in life

fluffy kobold giving an innocent side-eye look while tapping his pointer fingers together

how kobold looks at you knowing he's worth 0 exp and has no loot drops (he just wants to be picked up)

tiny this morning….

starting 4/20 off right, stinking up my house in multiple ways :3c

happy 4/20!!

decided if i’m gonna be doing chores all day I should at least look cute

fine by me :3

Definitely agreed. I’ll be going optimistically at the very least, that’s the least i can do

I look back to where I was a year ago and I’ve grown so much as a result of meeting friends at AO, and I don’t know where I would’ve ended without meeting the group I did. “nothing will ever be as good as that” is the thought in my mind... but certainly i can make something good of it

last anthrohio brought a life changing amount of friendship and joy into my life… but also a really significant amount of hurt. i feel bittersweet going into this one. simultaneously very optimistic for a good time but also expecting to feel a lot of discomfort :/

… just about a month away

only took a little bit of psychic damage