I've been in a trance for so long and my transmitter has been dead. Sadly not yet. Signal here is spotty.
No ship, and I've tried to get back to the city and found myself in this town again. My Viscoxite isn't letting me leave.
You know it pitched itself to me that I wouldn't have to worry about any mortal burdens ever again...well.
The diner here has good food.
That or I'm so hungry I'll eat anything. I haven't had an appetite like this since I became a host.
You know I actually miss the days when it fucking talked to me. Just a little insight as to why I'm here would be great. Or what it's using my body for.
I wonder too. At least I hope it is, or something is majorly wrong with me. Maybe both is true.
I've taken a long rest, somewhat better. But I'm lost in who to go to. "My 4D goo alien is causing me to sleepwalk" isn't really relatable to many.
I've managed to find a small inn. I wish money was physical, soon as this damn transmitter goes out I have nothing.
I'm going to take a bath. Clean up. The stink of grease and who knows what is getting to me.
I'm so tired. I'm so alone.
I make a bad Fenleid.
Solitude isn't for me anymore.
Hey. Good to see you.
This is what I've been picking out too.
And your theories...I don't want to get my hopes up that it's Xea. But I've thought about it as well.
I'm in some sort of small town I think. Literally nowhere. None of the locals are talking to me, but I can understand why.
I look like I've been exhumed.
Did I walk here?
I haven't been home.
I don't know why, or how, or where I am. I've only just now been able to recharge my transmitter.
But I'm in a place I don't recognise. This morning I finally 'woke up', covered in dirt and grease. I don't know how I'm alive.
I don't know how I got here.
I don't know what meds would even fix this.
It told me over time it would sync with my body, and it feels like it. I feel like part of me is dangerously close to an event horizon
I know it seems crazy, trust me. It's a 4th plane creature. For whatever reason it bonded with me, told me it would never leave, now it seemingly has and I feel terrible
Is this you Xea? Or is it just me, in my sleep?
Please come home. Please
I've been tired lately, like my body is giving out.
My Viscoxite's still not back. Or maybe it is. I don't know. It's like two different states at the same time...
DSA always said they were observers...
Which makes Xea one. An observer stuck in the Between...
Cankf ang gjdbde yrdn tis??
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You're sharper than me. Then again I think my brains soup right now.
Hello.
I don't know what the observer is referring to. Nor the || symbol that seems to be accompanying it.
My Viscoxite's been quiet since Xea's messages stopped. It's got to be related, but how I have no idea.
'Seek the observer'? Are you guys sure that's what this means?
And what does that even mean? Where's my fucking viscoxite?
I ...don't remember posting this. I've barely been awake lately.
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I keep having strange dreams.
Numbers playing over and over but I can't remember them when I wake up. And an eye. A massive, unblinking eye.
Xea I wish you were here.
You'd solve this.
I feel sick
Did I write that or did the viscoxite?
I'm finding myself places I don't remember going. In the middle of tasks I don't remember starting. I'm also hungry and tired, something I barely feel when the viscoxite is with me. Nothing makes sense.
Yeah. There's got to be more to it.
Yeah you're right...B-41V3 is a location code for past the Great Filter. But it's only vaguely mapped as far as I know
I'm having moments where I lapse in memory, but it's not the same. It's not tampering with me in any way.
I think it's trying to tell me something, but usually it speaks to me directly...if it's connected to Xea, I can't figure out why.
It's just not interacting with me as it usually does. I don't think it's away, but it doesn't feel...right
Why are you leaving me cryptic messages? Why aren't you talking to me?
Why do I barely feel you here?
What is 4315?
I found this next to my bed.
