i have had no motivation to make anything lately but its the sacrifice of getting a better paying job + focusing on my health. In other news ive started death stranding and i love packages

sad: using medicated time to be productive and complete important tasks instead of sitting at my desk drawing awesome art 24/7

back in the height of beastars i had to put the manga down because i despised the way paru itagaki drew mouths

love it when random health issues steal my weekend from me (lying, seething)

I think there should be a greater obligation for everyone to set aside their aesthetic biases, step out of their comfort zone and consider if theyre unintentionally selling a limited idea of trans people. this goes for a lot of things really.

artists have opted for the same stylization so often that certain scar types are treated as default for their aesthetic appeal when that is not how that shit works at all lol

ive always been indifferent to the way top surgery scars are stylized (you know the type) but these days im really jonesing for more realistic and VARIED depictions of scars

how is daylight savings here already MAKE IT STOP

resi spoilers i guess but i dont mind Gideon being a nemesis hybrid if his mutated formed was serpent-like to keep with theme. Nemesis can mutate into any body plan so i dont know why they didnt do that.

its also capcoms dedication to making every happy family moment look like a hallmark movie magazine spread rather than how people naturally look of behave

kind of adore the level of realism achievable through RE engine, not because its convincing but the weird editing and over-compensating polish is like reality slightly to the left. its cold and unnerving regardless of intention.

im obligated now to go full ham on my old resi ocs (sorry every other fandom i like collecting dust)

and decently challenging standard campaign that felt high stakes, need to replay again to test out the gameplay loop properly without tiptoeing everywhere. also they brought back that bitch in a trenchcoat for MEEEEEE

resi9 absolutely fucked and delivered a game i frankly really needed to play right now. felt loose ended in some places but not egregiously and i did enjoy the plot twist. yaaayy resident evil

im actually so late but thank youuu i love making PV freaky deaky like that its fun to play with

fighting to get anything done so heres some pale man stuff in the meantime

my only W of the week

going to give my father the densest, dryest banana bread of all time tomorrow

hour long acid reflux attack pain hatred darkness

SAME TO YOU ! 💕💕❤️🫶 💞

im at the point in don quixote where the indiscriminate killing is shifting away from comedic to genuinely distressing and its stressing me out

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is it still considered yume if its with your own oc

i became like this to compensate for adhd and now that im successfully medicated ive come out with more zeal than i know what to do with and if i could break more hours into the day i would

being intensely proactive is super annoying like theres no purpose in me reaching my upper limit of Shit To Do In A Day every day but i will and it will make me so tired always

thank you!!

I heard antidepressants take commitment to find what works so its excellent you were able to find the right ones second shot. my psych took me straight to vyvanse which im extremely grateful for and im antsy for my first order to come in soon

thank you so much its a huge milestone for me 😭 i hope to be back and enjoying things how i used to!

After 27 bullshit years i will finally be medicated and it only took an hour 15 minutes of my day for it to happen

i would never wish a room mate in their early 20s on anyone