Got super drunk yesterday and argued with my bf over him not saying sorry without being prompted and he called me a cunt wtf

Might have a drink today rven though it cant halt weightloss idk idk i love alcohol

Ig i was bloated or something, went from 64.5kg to 63.8kg overnight. Defo not complaining tho

So i *DONT* gain back immediatrly omfg

On hour 18 of my fast and im starting to lose momentum but i have 2 more hours of work

By the time i eat dinner i will have fasted for 23 hours yay

Planning to omad at least a couple of weeks to break into the 50s then take it easier from there so i gain back immediately

Omad again for the first time in ages and am kinda excited

Feeling super alone atm because lowkey i am

Did my nails last night and a charm has popped off already kms

I need to leave so i stop hurting people. I am a cancer

Suspicions confirmed: i am the ome ruining my life and making being in my proximity living hell

God im actually the worst i think i make people hate me im so so so awful i wish i could just disappear and never bother anyone again

Apparently my family is very worried about my wellbeing

Genuinely so embarrassing to be hungover so often like im an adult holy shit what a waste of life

Drinking fasted at home alone because apparently the burden of my frienship is just too great

I did eat half a cookie i baked at work fml

3 more hours til i can drown my sorrows yay

Im the ugliest person in the world huh

Trying to make it through work so i can have alc after and not feel as horrible about it

Found the vape last night all is good lol

Looking for my we3d vape and apparently it doesnt exist anymore

The only effectice appetite suppressant ive ever used is alcohol ngl nothing else helps

Realising im hideously ugly and have to lose like 10kg by tomorrow

Super sick atm so havent eaten yet today. Have work tomorrow and hope i feel better, gonna wear a corset either way

I feel like the worst person ever. I cant ever go out for a drink without taking it too far and ruining everything

Going to a concert tonight and it's a throw up between 2 outfits and i really cant decide but im at work so i cant try them on over and over like i normally would 😭😭😭

Fr like a gun to my head why even ask

Almost certain i have an assignemnt due today but i wont be able to submit it until after work so may as well not stress lol