I think the early romantic relationships in my life have left me with the inability yo be able to romantically available its like I have learned to not try becuase maybe im just not worthy of love
This whole thing does cause several issues though as a trans woman, my biology doesn't completely match either of the options I will have things throughout my life that will affect me differently than a cis woman or a cis man.
For instance, biology-wise I still have a prostate etc
Well done Nanna, very proud of this amazing woman
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Love this top feeling very spooky 👻
A bowl of spaghetti
How my home network cabling really looks.
Tidy network cables neatly held in place by cable ties.
How I wish my home networks cabling looked
Oh well, fudge me, in what I can only describe as pure ADHD fuled chaos, I remembered to grab my backup battery but not my darn usb cable as I left the house, 😆.
Don't get me wrong I get why age verification is a thing but ....
Thanks Blu Sky for making me feel every one of my 44 years of being on this planet lol.
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Had a job interview today for a new role in the company I work for 😀.
The role is an kind of 18-month training period with a big pay increase at the end however this can be done quicker
Oh the ADHD urge to risk 🔥 out to see if I can speed run this in 6 months if I get the role 🤞😆
Kirith Entwistle asks how the EHRC go about engaging with a wide range of stakeholders and how they've made the consultation accessible. Kirkpatrick actively says that they did not consider every accessibility issue when writing it but if you're having a problem accessing it you can email them.
Remember to check in with your friends, especially the Trans and Non Binary ones.
And if you are Trans or Non Binary, we are not going anywhere you deserve better and need to be here when we see the other side of this.
I took a walk today to get myself out of the house and to try and clear my head, and stop thinking about the current situation my community is in.
It's hard to nor let your brain go to a dark place with everything we have been seeing in the last few days.
Credit the queer parenting group CIC
Transphobes terfs and gender criticals will not win now is time to pull on the shoes and stomp down hate.
If you are an ally of trans ppl, member of the lgbtqia+, you need to stand up now for trans rights.
Hate will not win, and that's what this ruling is an excuse for hate.
Dont let your juice get jacked.
Make sure you watch my latest security post on tiktok to keep yourself secure when you're charging your phone in public
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Is your WiFi playing up? Have you just put up your christmas 🎄 and lights if you have check out this post on my tiktok page it may help vm.tiktok.com/ZGdYRsNSK/
I realised last week nearly 50% of my job is telling ppl they have accidently turned of their WiFi.
Apparently, there is a blue-sky blocklist available that just blocks them all for you
The hate on the right for trans ppl and other minorities has been and always will be a shell game, trying to distract everyone from their true intentions. Remember, no one's right to exist should be a debate.
Remember to stay strong and build community, organise, don't isolate.
I've accidently reached peak mid 00s emo opps 😔
Some days start with a walk through the park, or is it silent hill.
The computer, the phone which ever you use to browse your post and do your work, heck even the Internet that you connect to all of these things were made possible by or in part by queer, gay, trans ppl.
We have been here, and we will always be here throughout history.
I live I eat I sleep I work I repeat.
I repeat, till my heart will no longer beat.
The beat an on going rhythm that will never fall in time to society's drum.
I don't know but I'm sat here on a Sunday in bed doing noting watchingbthe world go by outside.
I want to make plans I want to move but nope it's all overwhelm fingers crossed I can break this loop at some point.
I used to be creative I used to draw I used to gi to the gym but now nothing I don't know what is causing this am I lazy am I burnt out is it functional freeze is it depression or is that I'm just lazy.
Fuctonal freeze, burn out what ever it is it sucks.
I am constantly tired get nothing done but I seem to be coping with work fine.
I can kind of fuction but I don't clean any more my house is chaos and I just seem to doomscroll my down time away.