I dont think I'll ever really be "producing" for any public spaces again, honestly. I had a good run, and did good work, and I think I'm content with leaving it in the past. Anything I make is now for me or my partners/friends, and it's been much more satisfying.

Oh dang, I need both of those things. Sounds like every excuse to make friends. I can return the favor with a damn good shoulder massage and an hour's hyperfixative rambling on talking shop for any number of hobbies.

I appreciate the thoughts sent my way regardless. I'm doing a fair bit better, now that I'm more focused on making things for my sake.

Pangolin........... Or shark. Definitely shark.

Skinwalker? Nah, squeakwalker.

I'm sorry to hear... Have my recent attempts not hit the right spot for that?

What a hypnotizing gullet. Almost makes you wanna fall all the way in...

A special birthday commission for @ofemeraldeyes.bsky.social

No escape from it, I'm afraid. So why don't you put Paws Up,sway.
Just listen and obey to all I have to say. A little rhyme can wipe your thoughts away. And then you can be in bliss all day~ Until the break in rhyme-- Cuts short your thoughts.
And makes you just an empty doll on strings. Eyes white.

And melt your brain for the next few hours in the process?

Yeah, u rite tho.

Such a *goood* dog. Good girl! You're so simple, stupid, eager and attentive~
Maybe a little clickclick sound to catch your focus, Focus here, and Tell Me, do you want a Treat on the Tongue?
Ring ring ring, of the bell~

I think it'd be cheating for me to guess, when I made the files that gave you like three

as a local witch, I am for this plan. And, yknow. Actually cursing them.

Ah. Okay. Hello. Hi. Wow. That's an outfit I can be extremely normal about.

...No, no I can't. Especially not with fishnets *and* that see-through top. Holy crap it's a gorgeous combo.

Experimentation has always been my first and foremost pursuit with hypnokink, entirely for how fascinating the mind is, and how much capacity it has for change and experience. Sure, I get a massive thrill out of being the one causing those experiences, but it has always been an artform in my eyes.

Is my personal project even worth working on anymore? I've been at it for 2 years, and don't even have a fully coded gameplay loop yet. And I keep seeing stories of solo or small team devs that do so much more in so much less time. While my project is just... Uninteresting and comically unskilled.

It's really starting to feel like the last bits of my flame are flickering out. Creativity, livelihood, spirituality, my relationships... Not a week goes by without hardships on a global and personal scale.
I don't think there's much left in me. And there's not many others left to help me back up.

It's so hard to keep creating in the current climate of the world. I feel like my creativity and drive shuts down more by the day. From blatant free speech suppression to oppressive patenting in my field... Everywhere I turn is another sign that nothing is worth making anymore. I'm so tired...

You have my complete sympathy and understanding, there. I've found coping methods over the years, (which has helped!) but some days are just... Physical, tangible, overpowering anxiety. During those, all I can do is acknowledge that it is just bad brain chemicals and ride out the panic.

If that is the point you've reached, then try to come at it with a positive mindset about the change. It means you understand your desires better now beyond the surface level you may have started with. And you will always carry a part of yourself in anything you make, even if the surface changes. <3

The best things to practice and train up will be your awareness of the subject's state, so you can best adjust your pace and induction to them, and your "patter", a skill of meaningful filler-words meant to keep the rhythm of the trance going between larger suggestions or deepeners.

Observation is the best education! Watching what others do won't necessarily teach you directly, but it will build up a good passive foundation and general instinct.
From there, check out books like sleepingirl's Brainwashing Book, or Secret Subject's hypnosis 101! Great work by great folks.

Oops. ♡

Hey! I know the difference between language models and friend-shaped intelligences!

...I'm still going to treat you as dumb, but in like, a dumb doggy way. Silly thing can't solve a captcha with those processors. Poor pet servile unit. Etc.

Jokes on you, I've seen those tits firsthand.

Oh rad! I use it mostly for sculpture and jewelry. Made my partner a critter dicebag for their birthday a few days ago. They love your work, btw!

You should try out chainmail for the same reasons! It's *basically* just knitting/crochet, but with metal and pliers. Once you learn a few weaves, you can make some really cool stuff, and the materials are pretty cheap.

Now, why would I wait for you to break yourself, when breaking you myself is half the fun?

Fuckable dragon, reporting.

Cannot stand the city traffic. Ever. I will take public transit any and every day to avoid driving in the urban areas. The lightrail cutting through Seattle is a godsend for that very reason, even if the bus lines have dwindled a bit.

I'm running a sale on commissions!

Very Important Life Event is coming that I need to save up for, and secondarily there's a gender-affirming packer that I would really like to get if I can!

Art (fully colored) is now $50!
Erotica (1k words) is now $45!

More info: sleepingirl.info#commissions

As sort of a follow-up, I find it wild and silly that I finally figured out the trance sensation my brain was chasing for *years*. I would get hypnotized in my dreams and have such a tactile feel to it, but could never reach it awake. Turned out to be nitrous oxide from dentist visits. Who knew.