i want to be a witch so bad but ugh Christian parents 😮‍💨
who knows. maybe I'll get a witchy tulpa and maybe they'll help me with my personal practice. (kinda wanna wait till I'm away from my parents for that though..)

btw guys I've gotten so good at manifesting that I've just started doin' shit now. i lowkey got bored trying to manifest my perfect 21st birthday with weed and smokes (cuz im content with the fact that it's gonna happen) and now we've moved into building headspace & tulpas so ya :3

ignore it, situation under control 🙏🙏🙏🙏
black moms ftw

OH AND THE FUCKING PACKAGE CAME AT 305 BUT WE DIDNT HEAR A KNOCK OR BELL RING WRF

loa has actually kinda been ripping me apart and making me more anxious. im trying but hhhhhh

freaked me the fuck out. especially with my bf's interpretations. im lwk having a rlly bad anxiety attack. i hope it's not a scam. i hope he won. we don't have enough cash to deal with a scam.

my dad's actually acting like he won something from PCH omg i genuinely hope he did like im so deadass. im sitting in the bathroom anxious as hell for him cuz he doesn't have a phone so we're proxying through my mom. i really hope it's not a scam. the tarot reading i got earlier this week+

ok nvm i read sub bennies n now i feel confident :>
we are going to get through this, together <3

idk maybe i'll just attempt to visualize while i sleep. i haven't been having many cohesive dreams as of late. haven't been having many dreams period.

but i don't know what's left to do in order to speed up the process. a lot can happen in 6 months. it's true. in 6 months i could magically be in college again. it just feels like we have to jump through a lot of hoops to get to the end goal. when law of assumption says otherwise.

i don't know what's wrong with me. usually i enjoy listening to subs and it feels like doors are opening in the background that i will soon see. i've been staying consistent with a certain playlist that i feel is guaranteed to take me and my bf out of our situations and placed together +

then all it takes is my mom making her existence known, then suddenly i feel the need to lock in and manifest to my fullest. i said that i'd make today just scripting for as long as possible. today i'm going to write. but as im listening to subs rn, it just feels like empty music. +

i;m starting to get a little nervous because my belief in subliminals is starting to fade. i don't know what that could be a symptom of, but i don't like it. my belief has started to waiver in a number of ways. i think after i visit my bf, i start to feel comfortable about my shitty life. +

ok im starting to lowkey feel nauseous (the subs are doing it's magic. i'll be out by April! The more and more I loop, the shorter and shorter the deadline gets!)

Once I leave, I'll go back to consistency with my pinterest playlist. Not sure how I'm going to chronically listen with my bf coexisting with me, but that's neither here or there lmao.

I've been hopping back and forth from face subs, to body subs, to now just a catch all pinterest sub while looking at my pinboard. Now we're doing another set of catch all sub, this time with the sole intention of leaving. +

ok chat, i'm stopping my physical subs playlist to COMPLETELY focus on leaving my parents house. I've always said that once I leave my parents house, my results will come a lot faster, because I am no longer stressed and in a more positive environment. +

robotic affirmation WORKS.

why i suddenly started spontaneously manifesting the "impossible". started to detach like crazy today and feel like it was a sign that somethings shifting in the air..

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pls i want like..smth idk it gave me items to choose from and a corresponding link idk how this works

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night 2 of a church event done and towards the end things started going my way. at the end of the day, i still won. (of course!) i still got to do cameras and I'm happy. now whether they stream tmrw morning is a different question..

NEVERMIND THERES A BAMBIMAXXING ALREADY. WILL JUMP SHORTLY. /nsrs (i wont jump over a username i already have it on like every other serious platform)

might change my lil thing to bambimaxxing idk

it only goes up from here. i believe it. after we demolish the blocks in our path, it's smooth sailing from here. once you get started, it gets easier.

i love life. i love myself. i love my bf. i'm just in love~
these past 2 days have been AMAZING! i've gotten so much done, i've walked a lot and done in general a lot! despite my period. i'm a little trooper :3
i'm happy, and have been beaming with joy since yesterday morning.

is it my fault? did i do something wrong? was i not specific enough? what happened? what did i do? why..now...

he's not rlly into manifestation, so i don't talk to him about it that much unless it involves our future. but lowkey is this not what loass is or is my delusion peaking cuz it's my bf

"Everything Is You Pushed Out."
If I had Twitter still I'd so post this on there.
I was venting a little to my bf about how manifestation is kinda hard when the 3D displays everything crumbling at your feet, but out of all the things he said..
#loass #lawofassumption #loasky