Painting of an anthropomorphic hyena wearing a black latex catsuit.
Guess it’s my turn to suit up so…
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Hi, everyone ✌🏻🖤✨
#furryart #rubberfur #squeakysaturday
My brain needs to stop debating itself. Am I leaving this job cause years of slowly escalating reasons and the burnout of those, or cause I need to figure out how to do more/need to get my head back in the "game". Brain be like here's all the ways we could be better and why we should stay at job.
found this old sticker design in my files! might try to redo it sometime
Hey jjuuussttt cause I've dorrito shaped and colored ears >.>
Never thought I'd be so hyped by a crowd calling me BITCH 😵💫🐶
It's all good. I'm more amused at just the sheer sudden presence of it in my experience at this con this year even vs even previous years of this con.
My peach allergy rarely ever comes up but when it does it's everywhere. At #LVFC tea half the time at room parties? Peach. Handed community/free soju? Peach. Dessert at one room party? Also peach. Boba add in? Peach...
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There's a baked potato party.
I'm going to be ded and hungover from overeating not over drinking.
There are so many food room parties at #LVFC this year it feels like going to Costco to have lunch from all the samples but way better.
Tonight has all of pancake, poutine, nacho, ice cream, taco, and more room parties.
Got out suiting for a bit at #LVFC with the new boy last night! He'll be running around tonight again, hopefully with less overheating!
Lemme know if you come across any. I have rubber yote body :3
Yeah for sure. Even knowing partially this last year not even fully was net good.
Yeh thank you. I hope you can find something that both supports you and you can enjoy. At least for me I'm still fine with what I do career wise, it just needs to be a better job culture and environment with less pressure on the life side of work life balance.
Oof yeah that sounds rough. I did 8 hours at work last week of that and was like why is everything in my body so angry at me.
It's also affirming that current job/company are just simply incompatible with my happiness and lifestyle needs, and likely nothing I can do about it aside from leaving, so plan to quit this summer is pretty solidified. I'll likely try and find another job but also wouldn't mind a few months off...
Yeah it's like yay I made a lot of progress and feel better...oh wait why are there new/more issues?
:3 yeh. Now to figure out how to continue supporting brain needs so stuff keeps getting easier/better.
Most annoying part about this whole thing has been why have focus/concentration issues and adhd symptoms gone up as I've taken better take care of -tism needs and been less constantly stressed and anxious 24/7? Learn from psych doc oh they can mask one another? That was definitely learning moment...
Well after a year of therapy, diagnosis, an initial misdiagnosis, and more, turns out it's been Audhd the wwhhhoollleee time. I wish it hadn't taken catastrophic burnout in adult life followed by a year of stressing about what's going on to learn that, but now I know it :3 and can do more with it.
Gonna grrr more the more you call me cute :3
Grrrrrrr :3 see grrs are the best.
He grr even when smol.
Grr :3 thank you. Gonna this year :3
Yyeeaaahhh :/ I'm right there with you. At least in my orgs case one of the PEs is like "If the goal is productivity wtf do you care if it'd AI or not" and crickets from the directors...
Our VP straight up said in a sr+ all hands those who can't or won't adopt AI fast enough aren't long for employment here. All team/org goals and cultural/learning efforts are around that...
So yeah. Very true.
Likely due to "you should be able to do even more cause AI..." message is clear to me that they're devaluing my work and effort while also expecting even more and better despite that.
So will just coast, quit after next bonus and find job that does value me a bit more or at least respects.
From getting top tier ratings previously to last year being bumped down because they made it much harder to get (leading to net pay cut cause lower rating not just lack of raise) and this year getting even lower rater despite demonstrably more goals/higher output (which means even lower pay)
Well for sure quitting current job this August. After a few years of pay/rating shenanigans and other stuff, and talking with manager friends and a couple others in the same boat elsewhere in the company, I'm pretty sure I've fallen into the proverbial "is too expensive so let's push out" bucket.
Letting coyotes steal a little of your food is important coyote enrichment activity. Ssoo be sure to grab yourself an extra bite of food on your plate :3 (for us) or "accidentally" leave out an unattended taco.
