I love the smell of rain 🌧️

If you didn't find a vid in my archive you can try checking out
irepresenttacobelldoritoshell
on archive.org/details/@ire...
Huge W goes to them! :3

Lil Jon on the collab

Sadly that one didn't make it, I've checked my local storage and calamity 2 is missing.
HOWEVER, I do have the CALAMITY-CUT vid that compiles all the parts into one. Part 2 starts at 45:45 if you want to watch it

Even I, who can't cook made better looking food than whatever those are lol 😭

The yearception

StatsFM records update!
I have nothing cool planned for april fools this year so as an april fool I'm posting this exactly at midnight. Not fools but cool. APRIL COOLS!!!!

All I used was public links so there has to be a way to get to those vids. Could be linked to one of the playlists or are unlisted and not full on private. Or yt-dlp did some arcane magic, which I didn't think it could. I could put them in a separate folder and share it to you only if you wish 😅

Found these old melodies from 2024

Here is all I got drive.google.com/drive/folder...

It has all 97 streams and 449 videos (missing 3 if the youtube total vid count is to be trusted)
I also tried to archive all thumbnails, comments, posts, live chat and webpages, including playlists. Mostly raw data, so still combing through it.

The thing about
"How low can you sink?" or "How deep can you fall?"
is how much you let it.
It is infinite,
only your mental capacity makes it finite.
Don't let it force you to mark the bottom.
No matter how low you get, there still is chance to get back up.
It just takes time and a lot of strength.

bro has a raptor

Been called out for the way I look by an old fossil again, this time vocally. And friends always wonder why I hate going outside. It hurts...

All my computers (3) run Arch [btw]

What if we started to make purposefully bad music to poison their ai datasets? Yo, you over there! Musician or not, open up a DAW or video editing software (adds spice) and make some goofy bad tunes. Don't forget an audiojungle watermark. I'm serious.

Sending hugs! 🫂

StatsFM records update!
Many things happening made me almost forget to do one this month. Glad I rember

Guess who forgor 💀

17th February 2026 I was going home from work, afternoon shift. On the second bus that I had to take to get home was an older man 50-60, camouflage jacket. As I sat down, I saw him looking at me with a disgusted face, so I stared him in the eyes and made the same face back at him. Luckily, he got off on the next stop which was just 30 seconds later so I didn’t have to bear his stare that pierced through me like a sharp arrow. I know my face is disguisting, I’m not able to do anything more about it. My face doesn’t match my body. I wish I could just cut off my face. Why am I even still here? I’m useless. I have nothing to offer to this world, only failure. I have failed. I hate myself, I hate my face, I hate how I act, I hate how I react to things, I hate my voice. I don’t think I’ll ever understand how the world works, cuz all of my assumptions are clearly wrong. I don’t want to go outside of my flat any more, but I’ll have to because of work. I can’t trust people who know me IRL. For them CLEARLY I’m just the same old me with a new fashion style and a silly nickname. I mean yeah, I haven’t done anything to move forward with this for years, because I don’t think I’m able to trust a therapist with these matters. What if I confess what bothers me and they’ll be like “lmao no bozo, git gud” or offer me a path I don’t want to follow. Like, I understand they’re literally paid to help you, but IDK. I don’t think life can get better for me, I’ll be struggling every day till my final moments. And I feel like they inch closer and closer.

Vent post, read if you care. Or don't, can't force ya...
Any advice welcome

My computer froze, the screen went black. After a few seconds a glitched image came on and the MINE DIAMONDS cover of Take On Me started playing lmao. rofl

You'll be glad to know that I've made it worse (for the better :3)

StatsFM records update!
On New Years Eve I got recommended the band Archive and quickly I found many songs that I liked!
And of course, Desx and Ranipla releasing another 15 min song that, safe to say, I really like.
Production-wise, I hope to release my stuck-on-mastering backlog soon™. Keep at it!

I started meowing at work and my collegue meowed back. We have achieved cat to cat communication!

👀

Hot tip for yall: Use "Folk/Folks" more, it is inclusive of everyone including those who are Non-Human/Alterhuman (while also keeping out AIs like Chatgpt <but still including those who identify as robots! vvvv important>)

I think I had an important dream. It was all very confusing, but I think I'll figure it out eventually. If it comes true, I'll QRT this.

I felt the calling when I saw the moon tonight 🌕

StatsFM records update!
Happy New Year!
2025 was a terrible year for me. I wasn't able to work on music that much and my mind fell into dark and awful places. My safety mechanism is to hide and stop talking, even to my friends. I'm sorry for leaving, I hate this. Here's hoping for a better year.