Probably because I don’t have damn near anything holding me down

Lately it’s been really easy to get me to completely check out of a situation and wonder why I was even fucking around with it in the first place

And I can’t hit forgot password because I would need to be connected to the internet which I can’t do because I need that password to connect to the internet

Apparently I changed my work gmail password 8 days ago, but I don’t remember what I changed it to because I can’t access my password keeper because I need to connect to the internet which I can’t do because my Gmail is required for logging in to my vpn… so I’m fucked.

Yeah, this is what my company has instead of PTO. They call it "Flex Time Off"

I think my version of hell would be moving with your car that has recently developed a new noise while waiting to hear back about a job interview.

Oh, also it’s hot out and you’re dehydrated but you keep forgetting to grab a bottle of water so it just continues to get worse. Hell.

No

It would be nice to have someone actually want to talk to me

Ty

What wine is this? Asking for important research purposes

The question “what would my dog do if he caught a squirrel?” was answered today

I’ve been on like 10 flights in the last month or so, and I swear to god, there’s some bullshit on every single one

Silver lining- I did it?

I waited until the last minute to do something, rushed through it, and sent it through with a few fairly noticeable defects because I didn’t have time to fix them. It should have been good. Fuck everything

On one hand, I want to try dating again. On the other hand, I don't want to put in literally any effort

It’s amazing how crippling a mental block can be. And it’s damn near impossible to clear. You only see how actually fucking MASSIVE it is once you come out of it.

I spend WAYYYY too much time pawing off

Saabs and the City

Fuck you @sonderwuff.bsky.social, you spent $850 on my doordash account during con and came in my sheets. Don't room with this fugly slut

AMA or I'll actually say some shit lmao

I'm on that "fuck what you say, Imma spit truth" shit today

And then I remembered I'm dyslexic!

I wasn’t sure what to expect when I came back to FC after a 6 year hiatus. It was so comforting to come home to a con and community that felt familiar when nothing else does anymore.

Thanks to everyone who made it special. <3

Ft. @musubi.bsky.social @varggray.bsky.social and Nightcoon

I haven’t tried coding since I’ve gotten my meds right. I’ve been fucking around with dev tools at work to find shit hidden in the HTML code. Maybe I should try again

Ahh, home sweet antisocial home.

Waking up late for work the day after getting home from a con

And I am once again reaffirmed of why I hate flying

FC was such a wonderful experience this year.

Reconnecting with so many friends after over half a decade was so special. I didn’t realize the extent of how much I needed to see them all.

I love you guys <3

I’m at FC, and I haven’t been out and about in this area for so long. I wonder if people still remember me

No new pictures; where are you at mentally?