Happened again :) what's the point

Omg I have the same thing as you!!
NO YOU DON'T
I'M IN AGONY
I'M IN SO MUCH PAIN
NOTHING IS GOOD NOTHING IS RIGHT I WANT TO RIP MY BODY APART BECAUSE IT HURTS IT HURTS IT FUCKING HURTS

STOP TELLING ME IT WILL GET BETTER
IT WILL NOT GET BETTER
I AM CHRONICALLY ILL
I HAVE SICKNESS THAT WILL LAST FOREVER
"GET WELL SOON"
I C A N T

Going to bed hungry after no effort was made to offer me a meal makes me feel so unloved

Delirious because my fiance agreed to have dinner for lunch today, so I can finally get a bettrr fasting cycle in 🤪

Good morning angels, today's lock in day. I'm typing this with lax cramp

Screaming until I throw up tbh

This is where I tell you all that I can't drink alcohol and I threw up my stomach lining this morning. Straight up looked like coffee granules and tar

Vodka for dinner because I'm tired of pretending everything is fine 🥰🥰🥰

Yesterday I was at 644kcal
Day before was 573kcal

I'll stay below 800kcal daily, I need to shift at *least* 15lbs before July

Finally weighed today and I am 115.8lbs despite being 112lbs last time 🤡 It's probably water weight but I'm going back to daily weigh ins smh

Intake was 600kcal today. Love it when the switch flips back to "oh god oh fuck" mode 💀

I feel that in my bones fr

But also I do because the feeling of my skin touching myself makes me want to kermit

Body dysmorphia is fucking insane. I'm the lowest bracket of sizes and my fuckass brain is like "not the smallest size tho"

I am 30 years old soon I do not need to be the size of an insect child

I feel that, I'm so sorry Moon

I've been there and God it sucks 🫂 Is there any organisations around you that might offer advise? What you're going through is scary af

You stupid fuck you really thought you could just slacken your grip even a little bit. Discipline!! You have it so use it!!

Cracking my neck and flexing my knuckles as I prepare to round house punt myself back into clean eating

Tell me why this is tagged as graphic media 😭

From all your posts I've seen ... consider leaving this man fr

Nothing like the weather getting hotter to make me quit refined sugar immediately

112.2lbs today!! It really was just water weight. Thank God

I ate 2000kcal yesterday and yet I am down to 115lbs overnight. Ok then ?? Dinner today is planned at 163kcal, may have an egg/tofu for breakfast so when I go out I don't impulsively buy idiot food 💀

My metabolism really said play stupid games win stupid prizes. But also I stopped losing weight when I got better emotionally 💀 lmao

25lbs to lose fot 90lbs 🤙 here we go

Okay chat give me your fastest 'get this weight off my body' methods before I go full 2012 ana about it

Ok metabolism you had your fun now it's back to the mines. Fuck this

Feb 6th: 106lbs
March 14th: 115.6lbs

So I know it's the middle of my period and weighing myself was a deranged idea. But 10lbs of gain?! Really????? I think the fuck not

Period hunger is evil and I should be exempt from it

Yk you're cooked when you're freaking out over minor weight gain whilst eating like 1500kcal a day. Like girl you are eating a *lower* amount still and your body is clearly starving, eat

But no I'm going to be insane about it. I will be 90lbs by my birthday :)