one of the worst feelings is when you rub one off quickly but it wasn't as good and then you're just overly sensitive and can't do it again unless you wait but you also have no time to wait for it so you're stuck with your horny frustration for a while

you're already the prettiest boy in every room pooks

i need ada wong to strap me stupid

what's the point of having a slutty waist if there's no big hands to manhandle me

i never have enough energy, i hate how many memories i've blocked and how many memories torment me daily, god i'm just so fucking tired and i wanna cry all the time, why can't things just make sense, why can't i just fucking function normally and do what i'm supposed to do, i feel pathetic

i'm so tired of myself and all the feelings inside me i never know what to do with, i hate not having an explanation for what's happening to me, i hate craving closeness but being terrified of it like it's the plague, i hate craving so many things and being unable to do anything about it because +

and i don't have a reason to feel as shitty as i do, there's so many people who'd kill to be in my place even if my housing and financial situation aren't as stable, so many have it so much worse and yet here i am struggling so hard to focus on the positive things and just live on, +

it's so exhausting to suddenly be hit by an emotional truck that makes me wanna disappear every time i think i'm finally getting over my fucking depression. just when everything's falling into place i go back to feeling miserable for no reason and it's frustrating because it doesn't make any sense +

yayayay

yes please </3

siiigh once again i gotta go through my period without anybody to cuddle me and make out with me when i feel miserable and my body hurts

thank you! it was indeed a good birthday regardless

they say they love me and wish me well but i still remember very clearly the way every single member of my family besides my mom completely ignored my birthday the year after i came out as trans. bunch of fake disrespectful asses they are, can't even call me by my fucking name

love being misgendered and deadnamed on my fucking birthday by family members who don't actually gaf about me and only greet me out of obligation /sar

i'm tired of being acting like a messenger, miscommunications and attitude, i miss what our friendship used to be but they can suck my tdick

i'm about to head to work and god i really wish i had a partner to see me off with a kiss that steals my breath

i wish you a speedy recovery! <3

having size difference thoughts rn… he'd be able to lift me in one arm…

at least you'll sleep well tonight~

i need him inside me rn

i'm so eepy rn i just wanna curl up with somebody under a nice thick blanket and occasionally run my hands through their body while we take naps

just how life is… i'm so sick of that man acting like his authority is the only certain thing in life. he's literally the reason i never leave my room, i can't fucking stand his forceful ass and his constant need to lead every conversation and be praised, i'm gonna lose my marbles one of these days

you're a horrible person even if your criticism is actually valid and coming from a place of genuine concern for the kids because for some reason people can't fucking admit no one is ever truly 100% ready to be a parent and we don't know shit so we're constantly learning and growing because that's +

they need a divorce, but if i do that we'll certainly be kicked out of the house because he's an arrogant and narcissistic piece of crap that can't take any advice, specially if it comes from afab people, and parenting is the one thing you can never criticize without being treated like +

supporting each other unconditionally like siblings should, with the little boy thinking he's a perfect saint that can do no harm and knows everything and the little girl feeling insecure and small and unimportant. i really wish i could shake some sense into them and make them realize how much +

oh my god- i am so tired of listening to the house owners arguing and yelling at their children. i swear they should've never been parents, specially him, because those poor kids are growing up thinking yelling and name calling are okay, not having the beautiful sibling bond they should have, not +

NOOO </3

we love you pookie please don't explode

i think this is their way of coming out of the closet? 😭

okay so i was rewatching amphoreous cutscenes and holy shit every time i see this man i'm reminded of how down bad i am, i swear i can take him, i'll make it fit please please just one chance PLEASEEE </333