i miss my worst :c i need it back so bad

i triggered myself so bad with my own old pics....

ok so I'm thinking rn... because yesterday I've been drinking with my friend and got tipsy very fast. i told about it to my friends and one of them said "I'm not surprised, you're like 50kg or so" and like NO I'M CLEARLY NOT! I'm way bigger than that unfortunately, but thank you very much my dude

i need to go back to tracking calories. I'm busy lately, so that's gonna be EASY

stitches

i used to, but now i have a cool asf neck tattoo in the exact place most chokers cover

🫂

i tried it on today and if I'll just really lock in till Sunday, this dress will fit me just right. I just need about 2 cm less in the lower ribs area. but also i'm on my period so i think that i might be bloated and those extra cm will disappear without any work

the essence of my ed is that i don't take my allergy meds because one of the side effects is gaining weight

update about that day: i felt really dizzy after getting back home so i ate a garlic bread, 900 cal i think lol

☆ food log 7.02.2025 ☆
—concert day!

fasting! there's no time for eating today :3

total: 550 cal

fruit salad
300 cal

kimchi soup
250 cal

☆ food log 6.02.2025 ☆

plum cake OMAD (i swear it's soooo gooood)
1100 cal

☆ food log 5.02.2025 ☆

absolutely overate on pierogi :/

more plum cake
~600 cal probably

total: 450 cal

plum cake
420 cal

☆ food log 4.02.2025 ☆

my ultimate goal for now: get skinny enough to fit in my fancy thrifted dress on March 16th

veggies
200 cal

banana
110 cal

there's no food log for two past days because i was in a short binge cycle and didn't count calories etc :/ but i'm fine now!

big apple
140 cal

☆ food log 3.02.2025 ☆

you look so good dude!

total: 500 cal