gift art for @coffeezach.bsky.social !!
Guess this is good for leaving my mark on the world.. or something..

#Macro #Micro #Paws #Size

have you seen @coffeezach.bsky.social ? i sure have...

I don’t want to influence people to see others the way I do. I’m play defensively and recognize I can only rely and trust in myself.

Maybe I’m naive but, seeing the way I turned out over a year, I don’t want to encourage people to be like me.

I want to encourage people to be someone better.

Both are paths that require me to become an influencer to those around me. To encourage and inspire people to be better and, I feel that everything that has happened on here made me realize the power that comes from influencing those around me.

In a weird way, I feel ready for the next step(?)

I’ve been focused on my personal life a bit and started to chase after some personal goals.

- Currently working to getting a position as a shift lead! My manager is helping me prepare for the interview.

- I’m in the interviewing phase for admission to start working towards my teaching credentials!

Big cute and fluffy fox: @afterduskyglow.bsky.social 💞

Art is by the lovely @zwiebelprinz.bsky.social~

Despite knowing so many foxes and loving every single one of them…

I honestly think Maxie takes the #1 spot! He has the best qualities of all: He’s stupid, fluffy, a dork, has soft paws, energetic, adhd brain, you name it!

The only downside is that he very much has a zoomer brain. Eugh

they’re adorable

proof

Imma say it: I think sex is overrated!

I’m not really into cocks or pussies or boobs… Butts are a slight exception.

But paws? Oh show me paws and I’m instantly on my hands and knees begging to serve and love them

That being said: I sprained my ankle and i’m bedridden for the next 24 - 48 hours.

I seriously do not know what to do to kill off this boredom I have, but please give me some ideas

I’ll chat with people, but you won’t find me playing games or asking to do something. If I do, its mostly me wanting to just keep myself entertained and socialize a bit.

Outside of watching Dorohedoro with a small group friends, i don’t have much if an incentive to do anything

For some reason, everything that I enjoyed started becoming boring to me.

My actual enjoyments come from leaving the house and actually doing things instead of worrying my head over internet dilemmas.

Ever since I lost my favorite person, I felt as if I lose all will to be online lately.

I’ve been on my JRock phase again and I’ve missed out on a lot of bangers

Instead of playing games all day yesterday, the entire time I was invested in reading a book from beginning to end.

Was it worth it? Yea. It’s been a while since a book kept me this entertained and interested!

Note: Don't go walking around your friend's room early in the morning, especially when they have not put on their glasses, it will never end well for you.

Art for @coffeezach.bsky.social and my first time trying this type of thing!!

#Macro #Micro #Paws #Size #Pokesona

Commission for @mouszy.bsky.social
Professor Zeevee Lylac speaking, it seems we found a new specie of Vee, they are very smol and you can lure them with socks making them relatively easy to capture... I shall try this too uwu

sometimes you really just gotta show your micro friends their place in the world. @winterthestoat.bsky.social is learning the hard way to get well accustomed to my paw like they should be~

🎨: @fur590.bsky.social

#micro #macro #paws

more beans this time for @nwnzach.bsky.social

Ranibow…

FREE ANIMATED YCH RAFFLE!!
Mayu only, 3 slots. Must have texture!

I'm doing a raffle as a way to grow and get used to doing renders for people before opening commissions, everything is appreciated! I will open this as a YCH after.

Ends April 17, DM to be put on the wheel

Another doodle of the Sillay,,

#Vulpix #Pokesona

Thing for @sparkythechu.bsky.social

#Feet #Paws #Micro #Furryart

"Oh but you never experienced what it's like to be ignored/outcasted"

I have. My entire childhood was people treating me like shit and being purposely excluded from a lot of activities. Forced to have no friends for the longest time.

I did my time on both sides of the spectrum. I made my decision.

Despite feeling disconnect with everyone around me, not having much emotional bonds as I used to... I still find peace in it.

It doesn't make me less social, it definitely doesn't make me heartless. I simply chose my own peace of mind over stressing over whether someone likes me or not lol.

I look back and remember how much I enjoyed the amount of friends I was making daily/weekly/monthly.

Nowadays, I just enjoy my own space and listening to my music. Having minimal company/time with some friends while I just exists or let my mind run wild with whatever is forming inside it.

So when people run to me to vent/complain about feeling disconnect from people, I don't know what to say. It's what I feel on a daily basis. It's the reality I live in, all things considered.

It's also why I tell people I "try my best" when I'm told I'm a good friend. I mean that literally.

Nevertheless, I live in a constant state of feeling disconnect from everyone around me. I don't feel as inclined to be emotionally connected to someone anymore as, especially after recent events, I realize that the vision I have in my head will never match the vision that actually exists.

It's also funny because I've had people tell me how much they didn't want to be around me as much because they felt that their friends were only friends with them as a result of me.

I think about that a lot and it's also why I don't introduce people to each other lol.

Sometimes I think about how I had people complain about how people don't "talk" to them as much or feel "disconnect" from making friends for x y z reasons..

I really do feel bad because I feel like I'm a bad example for a lot of people since half the time, I just exist in my own little bubble.