The inner machinations of my mind are an enigma

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Hard to do that though because one of the worst things you can do on social media is Dissappear. I've had to learn that lesson 3 separate times now

Feels like I could be so much more if I just put the effort it; but I'm honestly clueless in what I want to do or be.

I think the most telling this is I need a legitimate vacation. One where I can just disappear for a month or 2; take a little hiatus and reset.

to Blue Screen and getting that to expand and work, and it feels like the streams and creative side of me have really taken a back burner position. Nothing wrong with it, I just don't know how to handle the compartmentalization.

It feels like I let people down, feels like I let myself down-

Late night thoughts of feeling like I've sort of lost my way again. Well, lost myself in finding myself.

Realizing I don't get as much joy out of streaming as I used to. I know it's what I'm doing, the truth is there's not much I really *want* to do anymore.

My focus sort of shifted-

STONED AND BLOCKED - Minecraft Stone Block 4 LIVE on Twitch!

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Babe wake up, new Protogen slang just dropped

Juno Model by @luckeptr.bsky.social
Juno owned by @raeal.bsky.social
Special Thanks to the Fortnite Car Guy on Twitter for the Diesel model.
#fortnite #furry #protogen #blender #render

Secret Minecraft Stoneblock Stream SHHH

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Oh this is SUCH a cool idea for a header or banner!

Do you take commissions?

GAMES WITH FRIENDS and maybe Minecraft?

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The neuron is firing!

I MINE ALL DAY

The 2 week minecraft phase has begun

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SMOL PROTOGEN GAMING HOURS

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dinner time

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It's all about *immersion*

I say as I get ready to block every TADC phrase I can until I can see the finale for myself

car logic

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Life is to short to stick your nose into everyone's business. Why the hell do you care if an artist makes money drawing porn when you literally don't have to interact with it? You can block and move on!

You're not morally superior for trying for trying to force people into your shoe box.

and how they present themselves. Rather than saying "that's not for me" and walking away, they HAVE to make some kind of moral standing to vilify anything that isn't perfectly in their view as a gold standard.

It's fucking insufferable and they have to be the most miserable people on the planet

Genuinely, why is the newer generation so against expressing themselves? I come from a generation raised on Lady Gaga, being "born this way", and it's so hard for me to accept there's a new generation that can't accept people expressing themselves through what they wear

Since starting my merch company I've been trying to find manufacturers to handle some of my products and I found this out pretty much the hard way.

"Made in the USA" tends to be the cheapest, crappiest solution out there. Chinese manufacturing is just more robust and honestly better.

LIZARD CRIMES - VRChat Highlights YouTube video by Raeal

NEW VIDEO!

Lizard Crimes in VRChat

youtu.be/y8-VVjxredo

I can't believe you've done this youtu.be/q-x6ZtCRpU4

Any mutuals going to Anthrocon this year? I need a room.

Can pay for it, and pitch in for food

Due to the huge volume of sales on the Kobold plush, and the fact that we're only on day 2 of a 3-week preorder period; I've decided to increase our initial order amount from 200 to 300 plushies.

If you were worried about not being able to get one, you still have time!

I'm not kidding, we're only a few dozen orders away from running out of our initial stock order... ON DAY ONE.

IT'S FINALLY HERE!

After a year of development, the Kobold Plushie is finally available on Blue Screen Apparel!

Preorders are open now until April 27th, and availability will be EXTREMEMLY limited for this first run!

Get yours while you can: bluescreenapparel.com/products/kob...

I'm not a tank top

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I HAVE NO RAM AND I MUST A

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I'm NOT a subby toaster

Do note: This is after I ask about whatever the problem might be initially. If I ask you if everything's okay and you say it's fine when it's not, I'm never going to bring it up again because I'll assume it's fine. You're a grown ass adult, use your words.