hi friends it’s been a while! I attempted and am just now getting out of the hospital. (i permanently messed up my insides) so uh yeah! hope you’ve all been well. or as well as possible yk

so i might be moving out eeeeeven earlier ahhhhh. i changed my college entry term to summer cuz i want to leave asap

you’re so right 🙂‍↕️

i’m gonna dye the tips of my hair n bangs i think! idk what color yet. probably blue or green

everything feels like that one picture with the dolphins lmaooo 😭

hi homies i got my meds!!! forgot how nice it is being fully medicated lololol

his favorite spot to nap is in laundry baskets, especially if they’ve got warm laundry in them

missing my sweet boy n his little mohawk :( (hes still alive i just can’t see him bc he lives with my abusers n i don’t have the means to take him with me)

love her videos!!

be safe! I will miss hearing from you but hope you have a good break 🫶🏾🫐

it tastes like oil salt and the thought of cheese 😅

not really great but it’s marketed towards kids. It’s ok on crackers but you’re not missing out on anything lol I promise

on saturday i’m driving 2 hours to take a college tour at the school that accepted me. i’m scared to go alone but honestly it’s better that I do cuz i can just blend in.

meds are getting refilled tmr AHHHHHHH. no more splitting pills!!! although ive been managing on half my usual dose so maybe i don’t need the full one

time for my yearly anne with an e rewatch

omgggg i must try!!

i love taking care of children that aren’t mine for extended periods of time without any pay or thanks :)

lol i weigh myself holding my phone with headphones on fully dressed after chugging water cuz it makes me feel better that my real weight is sllllightly lower

damn 😭😭😭

you’d be completely justified if you did do a chargeback! it’s basically march 💔 and the lack of communication is… yikes

i feel like everyone hates me and they just tolerate me because they have to 🙂

got a B 🫠 not complaining!!! cuz it could always be worse but damn. put in all that effort for what

a ring that was too tight for my pointer finger now fits

i’m excited to weigh in later today (nvr thought i’d say that)

oh i did laundry so i have shirts again

up at 4am studying for my chem exam today

i need to do laundry so bad i legit had to wear a dress tucked into my pants as a shirt today

this sounds bad but the more weight i lose the more feminine i feel. i think cuz it’s been engraved in my mind that women r supposed to be petite n small and my 5’10 ass is anything but

plssss i’m sick to my stomach i find out another college decision in like two weeks 🫠

this one is low-key a reach so i’m already expecting they won’t accept my appeal but it worked for one school so let’s see!

plssss i’m so bored 😭 i feel like an ipad kid

what am i going to do without my chill lofi beats to study to

erm my youtube isn’t loading am i insane 😭 PLSSSSS IM TRYING TO STUDYYYY