i really don’t believe a single word outta this fuck-head-ass admin about documents and not retroactively fucking people over

Closeup of Vera my black longhair sitting on a chair with a lil blep tongue sticking out.

Macro shot of a little snail and an even tinier snail up against the inside glass of an aquarium, breaking through a layer of duckweed on the water surface.

do not speak to me or my son ever again

It feels like I'm out of time.

Like I'm going to get half way through and it all be for naught.

But that's my whole life in a way. Falling face first before the finish line. Only this time the race is ended for me.

So now I just walk along the sidelines. Because that's all I have time to do.

4/4

What's the point of learning to create music, improving my art, making videos if it all will be labeled as pornigaphic content by being created by me, and scrubbed from every corner of the internet?

What's the point of becoming an engineer if my being on campus gets the school's funding pulled?
3/4

What's the point of starting a book if my medication is banned before I finish the first draft?

What's the point of designing cars, trains, vehicles for the future if the companies that make the parts I need don't even want to be seen in the same room as me?

2/4

It's fascinating how as the depression gets worse it becomes harder and harder for me to do anything outside of basic tasks.

I have so many ideas for projects i want to start, books to write, things I want to build.

But it'll take too long.

My existence will be banned halfway through.

1/4

They’re saying the uhc shooter is a problematic bisexual who went to Penn, over an image of Dennis reynolds from IASIP in a Luigi costume stroking his mustache

i do find it kinda funny that the CEO shooter suspect’s main catalyst was complications from a spine surgery I can’t even afford to get right now

Finished ‘Fearing the Black Body’ by Sabrina Strings.

Beautiful historical narrative on why* we came to be fatphobic as a society when there used to be an appreciation for larger bodies in the past.

*it’s always anti-Blackness.

loving the sordidness of UHC stock going up after the ceo got doohickey’d

The possibility of getting a full L5-S1 lumbar disc replacement using advanced materials is at least appealing on the basis of becoming a cyborg. #DepressedInTheShell

Vera, the black fuzzy cat, huddled inside a silver athleta bag on the floor. She is staring with two lil eyes at the camera

Im looking for FT work in data science or machine learning, does anyone have any leads? I’m not interested in DEF/MIL work.

I hope everyone who reads this is hydrated, and moisturized. If not, then get to it. 🩷

MRI of my spine with a degenerative disc circled in red next to a healthy disc circled in green.

Hi all I need spine surgery and I can’t get it covered with my insurance so I’m raising the money myself. Please help anyway you can by donating to and/or sharing my gofundme. 🩷🩷🩷