5/6 weeks ish. :/

and thank you, it means more to me than i can express to know this isnt JUST a me thing.

but that really sucks. :/

anyways thanks for reading. Imma go take a nap instead of working on things i need to work on.

and all of this is exhausting me to my core. what do you even do?? I tell my therapist and she has no answers. i tell my psych and he just bumps my concerta higher. i dont understand. Maybe this isnt a mental health issue, maybe this is just a personality flaw. maybe no one CAN help me.

worse. Which only serves to further the problem. Bonus is - ive also entirely lost any sense of time. I already struggled to experience time at all, especially linearly, but even more so now. If it wasnt for my alarm telling me to take my meds, i wouldnt even be able to tell you what year it is.

i do not want nor intend to harm myself, that is why i am seeking help. thats why im writing this. But my stupid human body and mind want to give up. they are fighting against me. And no one understands, no one is helping, the meds arent helping. and worse - this issue is making my home life even

useless and burdensome. Im scared to accidentally scam people, im scared to fail school, to let my mom down, to let my partner down. None of them understand why i cant do these things and honestly neither can I. My brain rebels against me again, pushing me off a ledge i cant escape from.

of a 'WANT' and suddenly, my body shut down, my mind rebeled. and here we are. Anyways, this intense guilt and anxiety has a sideffect! which is *severe suicidal ideation* :l ... Not being able to complete simple tasks like, school, drawing, showering, even playing a videogame makes me feel

having this reaction has also caused me intense guilt. I dont understand why im struggling so hard. I WANT to do my classwork, it isnt hard, its kind of fun even! Everytime i work on it, i succeed! This feeling is ALSO what lead me to stop streaming, for those curious. Stream became a 'need' instead

I've become chronically avoidant of starting tasks. To the point i have been sitting at my desk, sobbing, since 10am (its not 3pm) because of a total complete body level fear of working on my classwork, commissions, or even playing videogames. I am so stressed and overwhelmed. and of course,

serotonin based medications, and instead just swapped to dopamine meds. and the good news is the concerta is helping. Once im on a task i can focus for far longer! the bad news is, it isnt helping anywhere else in my life. I am still constantly stressed and anxious, my sleep schedule is WORSE, and

Our primary concerns that we are trying to address first are my suicidal ideation, thoughts of sh, my permanent stressed state, my inability to sleep, and my inability to start tasks. Ive previously had VERY BAD reactions to mood stabilizers and general antidepressants. So he skipped all the

anyways i started seeing a psych, he said he wanted to start from scratch with my diagnosis. since i had like.. 15 on file. So we reset, and he diagnosed me with ADHD instead of autism. Idk that i agree with him, but i am willing to try things out, right. So he put me on a low dose of Concerta.

I AM STRUGGLING WITH MY MENTALLL HEALLLLTHHHH

i just need to rant and yell into the void rq so continue at your own risk.

which one do you like better?

pick up the pen lil bro

HE DIDDD

Accidentally deleted my orneep slot :((

Imma just make a new one, but still. Sad. She had good traits T_T

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But I Lub Himb. <:(

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!! VORE !!

literallllly

He did eat me tho

But I Lub Himb. <:(

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a werewolf woman stands in blue underpants and her black jacket. Her legs are bare, her arms lightly fuzzy with fur with the head of a wolf (shrouded in edgy darkness). the background is bright red/orange. Only shadow sonic can be edgier than she.

Perpetual lesbian werewolf Sarah www.youtube.com/watch?v=qnXE...

yay they survived the bisque firing ;w;

My life is a mess.

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Amen.

Kass ✨