actual worst person ever and ruined my life n fucked me over so badly n groomed me for my entire adolescence but 😂i will never want anyone else

gun in my mouth😂

not to vent in public but u know its bad when ur life has seemingly improved immensely without person in ur life dragging you down anymore n sapping ur energy but at the same time they're the only person in the world u want to be with n u never stop thinking abt them and ur just leik fuuuccccckkk😂😂😂

that fucking bird that i hate

i was expecting it to hurt more than that...but, i'm okay. we're okay. #cdd25

<- guy thats about to crash out again

idk lonely 14 yr old receiving ultimate validation and affection from 18 yr old u rly looked up to on a regular basis for like 3 years straight and them tying spirituality into the mix to constantly put u in situations n obligations kind of fucks up ur brain chemistry a bit. maybe? maybe...?

realizing my Normal for the past 12 years hasnt actually been Normal whatsoever. ermm awkwarddd

thousand yard stare reaction image

HELP ME

his lobotomy is scheduled for this friday #cdd25

okay here is Part of February even though I fucking DIED a quarter of the way in 💔 but im back on it, i think

tell karma i said hello #cdd25

dude these are so fucking fire especially the clock one i love them

sorry for suddenly stopping my drawing challenge this month has sucked so bad so hopefully i can start them up again march 1st. i rly wanted to do it and was doing well but then i got hit in the back of the head by a huge ugly disgusting brick out of nowhere

#cdd25

back on my bullshit? maybe? anyways i keep thinking about shapeshifted Human Ein but im so bad at drawing people orz #cdd25

NORMALLY BEING ON CALL ISNT BAD/I DONT HEAR ANYTHING UNTIL SAT OR SUN BUT ITS ONLY MONDAY AND IVE GOTTEN 2 CALLS ALREADY LIKE GAWD DAYUM

i might take break from dailys this week cuz im on-call for work and i havent been sleepin well/have an essay due on friday too 8( i guess it is acceptable to have a small gap,,, cries

i recently (like sometime last year) started reading it for the first time bc in middle school I only skimmed it/pretended to read it- And i enjoyed it a lot tbqh! i still need to finish it but i got abt half way n i liked it

I MISSED TWO OVER THE WEEKEND..i been busy...i will make up.......zz

HOYL SHIT HAPPY BIRTHDAY AAAAAAA!!!!!🎊🎊🎉🎉🎉🎊🎊❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

DARK CHOCO SLINKY #cdd25

shrug i sleep #cdd25

i guess it makes sense though. my computer screen is better and therefore maybe...more optimal to watch artsy things on. while im using my phone its usually stuff thats more "quickly consumed" and reasonable to only listen to or to watch casually.

smth i just noticed is whenever im on Youtube on mobile, i get a lot of like. memes, video essays, science, etc videos recommended to me. However when im on desktop I seem to ONLY get animations/art/music videos. Has anyone else noticed a difference depending on the device theyre on? very interestin

#cdd25

UR N0T WH4T Y0U TH1NK #CDD25

SILLY RABBIT #cdd25

was doing homework oops but heres an oc wip i did earlier today. bottoms up and the devil laughs ahh lady #cdd25