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Posts by poppy beagledoll

it's yellow for an amazing reason...

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we're witnessing the beginning of the Trumpid caliphate

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You would make a lot of ants very drunk

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me when I have a lot of homework and should be busy doing homework: ugh

the script for an animation I haven't worked on in like 3 months: hi

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Biblically accurate northernlion

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Its hard to fake not being in pain its it hurts it sucks I hate it. Nothing to cut the pain no vice, no nothing, art fails, because I have nothing to express and my pain is meaningless. It does not matter and it would it change. Keep faking and hope its real some day. Hope I just move on, hope I just die, hope im just forgotten, cause the harder I fake my sore reality is nothing but fakeness, then what am I, nothing.

My love is fake, its just a form of possession for the sake of having what i dont have. I draw to emulate a fake feeling I wish to feel that others seemingly have. But its fake, i dont know what they feel, ill never feel what they feel,its imaginary, my reality is imaginary. I starve with money, i fail my friends, i steal from family, i lie to people who i am. Every drawing i make is a lie to people and only steals their time. 

I want to be loved by them but what does that mean, cause if they would love me the way i love them, thats not even real. What does i want, them to be obsessed with me? The guilt id feel as they would have to completely fabricate who i am to even love me, just like i do to others, to them.

Its hard to fake not being in pain its it hurts it sucks I hate it. Nothing to cut the pain no vice, no nothing, art fails, because I have nothing to express and my pain is meaningless. It does not matter and it would it change. Keep faking and hope its real some day. Hope I just move on, hope I just die, hope im just forgotten, cause the harder I fake my sore reality is nothing but fakeness, then what am I, nothing. My love is fake, its just a form of possession for the sake of having what i dont have. I draw to emulate a fake feeling I wish to feel that others seemingly have. But its fake, i dont know what they feel, ill never feel what they feel,its imaginary, my reality is imaginary. I starve with money, i fail my friends, i steal from family, i lie to people who i am. Every drawing i make is a lie to people and only steals their time. I want to be loved by them but what does that mean, cause if they would love me the way i love them, thats not even real. What does i want, them to be obsessed with me? The guilt id feel as they would have to completely fabricate who i am to even love me, just like i do to others, to them.

Broken element

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Tell Me Life Is Short

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happy international womens day... remember it's never too late to become one of us

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I just did this

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new comic is progressing smoothly

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so based...

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based alert. i started smoking lol

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there we go

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happy chinese new years to wasians

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do plushies dream of stuffed sheep

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Teaser for a Zine I joined! First time doing something like that.

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shoutout to this freaky ikea desk btw

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cords bunny

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Happy valentines to the aroace community

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This is the true question

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2025 year in review
you can see where i switched to photoshop and started on concerta

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checkers did not get the horsecock memo

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