I think I’m still here?

Can I break it by spending the night in the old haunted house my mysterious Uncle left me?

“Black hole sun, won’t you come, and wash away the rain. Black hole sun…won’t you come? Won’t you come!”

Backed! I am so very excited for this!

Realis A new tabletop roleplaying game by Austin Walker

REALIS, the science fantasy TTRPG I’ve been working on for the last five years, is now live on Kickstarter!

55 Player Classes
150+ NPC Classes
29 Factions
20 Example Moons of Realis
GMing and Prep Guidance
Over 100 incredible illustrations from 17 artists!

www.kickstarter.com/projects/cru...

One thing I think Zack Snyder got right for his DCEU movies is the mytho poetic feel of Gods and Monsters.

*pushes up glasses* ugh actually it’s an eerie mauve light.

I think a lot of what gave RE narrative a pass in the early games is that you could beat them in an evening. It really felt like a B movie that didn’t overstay or over estimate its plot.

Pardon me but do you have time to hear about how Kain refused the sacrifice?

The fear in my gut has gone from worrying if I’ll have a job in a year to will I water, will I have food, will I have a livable home? In one year the current American regime has destroyed all hope in the future and left only the deep terror of “how much time is left?”

Proof of life.

“Cubbord”

What would you have me say? I can only post as normal because I have no power to do anything else.

February proof of life

I’m so happy I give you guys money because this content rules!

Been a bit quiet,part of that is moving away from social media but also I moved into a new apartment. This is the view I have now, I’m finally ready to start moving forward. I’ll probably still be sparse on social media but I will be trying to reach out more now that I’m in a new place and energy.

Names are a curse and I’ll always be too late.

I just got shunned in a discord chat with my friends for doing this.

The most depressing question in paperwork lately, emergency contact.

LATHE’D!

I let the last of you go today, packed it all and threw you away. There wasn’t one piece left that didn’t hurt, not one memory now that feels true or good. Every single thing we ever were….salted, burned, destroyed. An entire life that meant absolutely nothing in the end.

I thought I’d hold onto things, memories of some great love. Instead I find myself burning every memory as I can no longer see any truth there.

Mask fun!

“It won't give up, it wants me dead
Goddamn this noise inside my head”

What would you have me say? I thought I was dead but I’m still alive. It’s a new year and this heart still beats.

You’ll wish you cherished those care free times more. That you had been more present, more involved, but always after it’s too late.

But we cannot die, we are the immortals. We must live and live and live.

Honestly most days I’m alive only because a part of me feels I guess I should be. Resigned to life lately but it’s hard to see the purpose of it.

Made turkey chili! Turned out pretty good!

Today I started letting go more pieces of you, cleaning out my heart and home. Totems and trinkets, pictures and papers, all the little things that I kept around. Today I said goodbye just a little bit more to a love that failed and left me here alone.