I'm trying to work on so much in therapy but kinda regressing with chronic pain lately. This constant battle between trying to stay relevant with friends but also being fatigued. It feels like if you aren't being entertaining enough then people just lose interest.
Some of my friends have become so burnt out and jaded that it's just a constant stream of negativity the moment we jump on discord and I can tell it's changed me for the worse.
One night I was trying to show a friend Magdalena Bay cause they had never heard. Entire time they did nothing but complain about the dungeon we were in instead. Tanks shit. Dps shit. Blah blah going on. Like why am I even here. Why do I even play multiplayer anymore.
This has not been a good week for me. Idk if it's the late night loud voices or what... But I feel defeated lately. The people I'm close with I feel more interested in their lives then they do mine. I hate not knowing if people are just busy or really don't give a shit. Being an adult is so tiring.
Maybe I should start taking those tornado sirens a little more serious.
Anytime a storm comes through I'm secretly hoping it gets a lil wild. As long as everyone's safe, it's fun to watch mother nature's power. Wake up this morning to see half the town was flooded and a tornado touched down.
This season of drag had one of best cast of girls I've enjoyed yet I'm relieved it's over lol.
He railed me until I came hands free after this
@pupwillow.bsky.social
It is such a thing making your fat body remember that gravity exists when you get out of the water after a while in the pool.
fatboy
Show me confidence ✨
It's RuneScape Demonic Pact day and I still can't decide on a plan. 😵💫 I guess we are winging this one.
I'm going mage and Kandarin is a must. Still need to decide between Desert, Mort, Zeah, and Wildy.
Love 💜
Normally I would, but I've been getting the dynamite sweet & sour while they have it. And beijing beef of course.
Local bear makes his monthly outdoor appearance. He shall now retreat home with Panda Express. 🐼
Great work ladies. You are so right, the rock wall definitely need to be painted over entirely white. One of the ideas of all time.
Me: Not owning a home. Watching yet another video of millennials destroying the charm of a house and converting to a modern sanitized and lifeless space.
No, it's fine really. 🥲
Still thinking about how good it felt to be at @scott-churchxxx.bsky.social feet and take his boots off
Strapped in and ready to go
For @flakemute.bsky.social
Megachub puma orders more treats at the behest of his massively muscular wolf feeder boyfriend as he affectionately grabs his lovehandles while his tail wags.
Big encourager wants more boyfriend to love.
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Deeeeep navel
Aftermath of my 3,600 calorie lunch
This is what I do in my spare time
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Mood. If there's water I wanna be in it vibing.
Big guy 💪 Big guy 💪
This album fucks so hard. 💆
I forgot how insane my chin looks
