I just had a dream of someone recognizing me at a cruising spot and taking a picture. Resulting in my dad coming up there to take me away with a "We'll talk about this later."

Anxiety? What anxiety?

*taking notes* alrighty... public humiliation wrestling, leading to hyper cock vore dronification....

You prolly had better use for that body mass anyways~

Pencil drawing of Reppz (large, muscular, big tittied anthro Puma) getting his ass fucked by Velvet (Smaller, but more well endowed~, anthro lion). Their tails both twisting together as they go. Reppz sits on top of Velvet, abdomen bulging as the lion roughly thrusts up into him. Seemingly targeting the womb tattoo on Reppz navel.The smaller cat biting his tit as he does. All the while the puma seems lost in pleasure; panting, tongue hanging out. His speedo covered cock swinging and leaking wildly while his balls hang out of it.

"Parading yourself around like that~ If you wanted my litter so badly you just had to BEG!"

Poom got himself a new tattoo, and it's been driving me wild for some reason~

Fanart of @repzz.bsky.social! This one really brought me some joy while drawing. Gonna try to finish this one digitally later~

Yooo... i only now noticed the bulge.

Yeah, my ass would have gotten got night one.

Did about twenty 60 second gesture sketches. Kinda forcing myself to move quickly, but i think I'm starting to get the hang of it.

NGL... I'm kinda nervous about setting my tablet to charge. Tho i already charged it a little bit while at work, it still feels dicey.

Gonna try to charge it up while I'm still awake.

Trying to practice the whole quick sketch thing. Did these while half distracted but as fast as i could. Five minutes then ten.

I could feel the anxiety coming in, but i think i can live with this i think. Sketched following some art by @/purplebirdman.com

HELL YEAH!!! TIME TO DRAW BIG MANLY TITS!!

Tablet update: After almost a whole month of anxiously waiting, i FINALLY HAVE MY TABLET BACK!!

I forgot my pen at home this morning, like a dumbass, but I'll finally be able to get back to work!! Thank you so much to everyone! Specially my commisioners for being so patient.

HE'S LITERALLY ON THAT HYPER FURRY MINDSET I LOVE HIM SM!!!!!!1!!1!1!

Thank you! I'll try to give it a chance and I'll be sure to tell you how it goes!

Yeah, i think i just need to bite the bullet, grab a marker and a pen and just be a mess.

Will definitely have to talk to my therapist about all of this, hahaha!

I tried. But back then i couldn't handle it mentally. Too much stress.

I wonder if i could try something like this now.

Because i can see the picture. At least an approximation of what i wanted in my head. It is... done. It looks good. I went through all the steps and got the final product.

Doodles aren't like that. There's no final product, not in the sense I usually make.

Well... that it is done. That i can feel and see the effort i made. And that despite there being things i can see that could have been done better, i can also see the things that are genuinely good.

It's part of the reason sketches and doodles are hard. I can't see the good as clearly.

It probably doesnt last an hour. But i kinda just have to force myself to let it go, or the change requires so many adjustments as to force me to restart.

But it still leads me to redo stuff constantly during the whole process. Whether it is a full comission or just a sketch.

You'll have to ask my brain when it feels like making art that isn't comissions.

But it's motly a moment thing. I finally find some idea that interests me and the time to do it, and then i must continue it until i see no feasible way to improve it with my current abilities.

Most of my art lately has been comissions, so that's an extra hurdle to deal with.

I keep making Perfection the enemy of Good Enough.

I might have to do that. I think some excercises using pens and markers might help. Something more permanent.

Biggs (Wereskunk) sitting on Aldrich (Dragon) after a long haul drive. Aldrich seems annoyed and trying not to show how good it is. Biggs knows and presses harder while his dick is resting against Aldrich's chest.

Biggs needed a break stop and luckily he found the best seat in the house. Though it's a bit noisy.

🎨 @purplecider.bsky.social
feat Biggs @wattson.bsky.social, @digsbybear.bsky.social

A scene with Toasty surrounded by big men with their cocks right in Toasty’s face. Toasty is sucking off one and jerking off another. At the top is a banner with the text: THANK YOU FOR 2k FOLLOWERS ON BLUESKY!!

A scene with Toasty surrounded by big men with their cocks right in Toasty’s face. Toasty is sucking off one, jerking off another, and riding another one.

An alt of the previous image with Toasty face and ass covered in cum. There’s also some cum around Toasty’s hand from where they also shot their load.

2k is a lot of people to please, but I’m sure I’ll manage somehow~❤️

Thanks a lot y’all. It’s wild to me that there are 2000+ people out there that find me hot, my art hot, or both! I really appreciate all the support y’all have given me as both an artist and a horny little freak uwu~

HELL YEAH!!! Congratulations!!! I'm sure you'll be able to handle all of us~

This is something i definitely need to learn. I'm better at it now but i have definitely been there. Months spiraling and crying and feeling like you can't even make a line correctly.

It doesnt sound dumb at all! I think that's very much something i need to remind myself.

This way i view my work has even made it more difficult to enjoy art as a whole sometimes.

Actually smiled at this! It seems so simple yet so genius!

My focus on art is always to "grow" and do better and be better so i do the art i want.

I started art cause of this OC i had as a teen that wanted to draw. A character and story i think about daily. And i havent drawn him in a decade.

Specially with comms its a problem, i take so long it feels like i have no choice but to let it go and feel horrible about it when i cant figure it out.

I feel the same way, even with the small things i let pass. But i think I've gone too far in the other direction.

Going over the exact same tiny part again and again, looking at tutorials and anatomical models to figure it out . While having trouble using ref poses without feeling like a fraud.

I always hear the whole "fail fast, fail often" bit. And i know that you need to let things fall as they may sometimes. But i can never give myself the chance.

Specially digitally, but even the studies I've made recently take me one or two HOURS, even when most artist would do them in minutes.

I dunno how to ask my artists friends for help with this one without sounding like an ass, but...

How do you allow yourself to make mistakes? To let something not be perfect? It's my biggest hurdle as an artist.

I don't doodle, i don't do art for pure fun. If a piece can't be good, i don't make it