i really fw radiohead

Stomach growling, mind is everywhere. Part of me wants the comfort of being full, the other finds reward in emptiness.

I’m tired of being told i’m too much

Vet advised that when my cat has more bad days than good, it’s time. Using that logic, can I be put down now? pls?

if only younger me could see me now

weight fluctuation kills me bc is it 2 kg of water weight or 2 kg of fat!?!??? (i already know)

it makes my eyes burn and i hate when people hang up lights in that color, my eyes see it so oddly 😭

preach

word

I hear through the static
voices of long ago.
I feel familiar warmth emanating through the snow.
This fuzzy, friendly feeling
holds me in the dark.
Before my eyes a comfort,
I’ve never known till now.

and then you vomit it all up in chunks MMMMM

my brain feels like it is on fire

tired, in many ways

weight loss is weird. one moment you’re almost 300 lbs, the next everyone is saying you’re melted and sick.

But don't you think it's selfish? all this borrowed time?
It belongs to someone better.
I wish it wasn't mine.

All at once, I feel it again. That funny feeling under my skin. I look at you and I see your soul. You look at my body, then you call it love.

me please

Slip away between the lines. Rose colored glasses. Who am I? These awful days get smoked away, now I'm somewhere in the fumes. Wilting in the heat. Your touch makes me so warm. Why am I so willing?

When you wear rose colored glasses, all the red flags just look like flags.