hah... i really wanted to make something for gengeal week, but i'm so writer blocked lately that i kinda want to lie down on the floor and vanish.....
(i won't though, but still... being in wip hell is doing me no favors)
Posts by 「Arkee」@ Dishonor 🪽
It's too late. I have already depicted you as the 1st-level unhatched egg, and myself as the 12th-level golden rooster.
exactly! :3
the max i can manage to do is spread the word of good art to others and hope it reaches the right ears
lrp: yes!
i would support my fav artists and writers if i wasn't in a similar situation and trying to save up for pressing matters (my computer is old as balls and i'm constantly afraid it'll end up kicking the bucket at any time now, which is also a reason why i'm very afraid to open commissions)
this is the crux of it
human made art, especially that of creators from marginalized communities, is more important than ever
if you don’t support it loudly and monetarily, we can’t keep making it
most of us are barely hanging on as it is
this is how you help us make more of the stuff you love!
thinking about putting more pieces of this wip out as i go through it as a way to combat my annoying wave of perfectionism, by letting the flawed cracks of the writing process show up
i don't have a beta for a good reason (the reason being that my brain works like this)
writing is going well! :))
Young Sephiroth and Young Angeal at a chocobo stop. Angeal is holding out his thumb to try and hitchhike.
Young Sephiroth and Young Angeal doodles. On the bottom are the two as keychain plushies.
warning: do not separate
#ff7ec #sephiroth #angealhewley
and, idk, it feels kinda hopeful (even if every route has a similar conclusion of it not being the life you'll keep living) to look back at it sometimes, like
hey, maybe things will improve even if it all seems dull and like it's about to fall apart at the seams
it's not gonna be just pain forever
looking back at it, it's probably one of my favorite routes because while yes, you can end it by killing her, (and getting further confirmation that this relationship wasn't working at all, that it felt cold and dull) you can also choose to step out alongside her & find a different sparkle together
and the conclusion that is reached there is that if things are forever the same, they can't be happy, but change would mean leaving (and potentially heading separate ways) and that carries a certain uncertainty to it
but really, things are so messed up this way that even the narrator feels bad
#🧵
i often think about (spoilers, obviously) that one ending of slay the princess where in they've agreed to stay in the cabin and live there together but then, they have this very long table standing between them and nothing they do brings any joy anymore, so slowly the lights in the room go out
getting ready
#thatskygame
⚠️nsfw
若アンセフィ
i keep seeing friends (yeah, more than one) going on downward spirals lately and i guess i'm back to insomnia fueled writing sessions as a result of that...
i don't really blame anyone for that, i just
i wish i could do more to help instead of just tripping and falling over and making it all worse
アンジくんきゃわわ👻🍎
若sc福引きの冊子に描いてたグッズリンク漫画だ!
remembering the occasion when antis tried to push the narrative that sc are related to each other for sharing j-cells and that shipping it was like shipping brothers (yes, i'm deliberately avoiding words here, please understand)
'cause uh the weiss/nero outfits for ecac make that funny in retrospect
a chocobo man who's wet somehow
若ジールくんと若セヒくん/大人セヒさんが載ってるやつ。ここ3ヶ月間はこの子らを1番描いてましたね
ちまちまザッくんや他キャラも居る
若ンジくゆ、マジメロ😩🥰
Happy Easter!🐇🎈
#Angeal
セフィ君…
本当はもっときれいに塗りたかったよ…ごめんね
ok, i know this is gonna sound pedantic as hell and i apologize in advance, but the use of the word 'normal' to describe cis genitalia/absence of pussy in men kinda throws me off a lil bit :'//
might be just me being too trans about it though because i know you don't mean ill with it lol
without context i don't have a preference about it; i think both work amazingly if the situation around it makes sense.
i tend to default to 2 because it feels more canon compliant to me (which i like) and uh...
🫂🫂🫂
sometimes i look for 1 hour long loop videos of music because sometimes a piece calls for...
i dunno
neath dark waters by soken through the whole of it