I stopped drinking alcohol. It might look like a good sign.
But actually it's a terrible sign.
Posts by Deriv'era
Welp. My videocard just died. RIP 3090.
I'm tired.
I had Sabertooth back in the days. 1/8 60 kmh. I would imagine kids running from it. Without spare parts it was impossible to ride it. One day I will have enough time and money to buy a new one ...
Yes yes yes yes yes, fuck Disney, fuck Nintendo, fuck genshin impact, fuck Fortnite
Probably Caesar 3
I'm tall and mentioning basketball gives me shivers
Why he looks like Navalny
Verify your identity they say
You will have more work they say
You will have more opportunities they say
Fuck you upwork
Honey for my ears
How do you leave that thing in case of emergency? Or you just burn inside like in a pot?
At least not a half little of vodka mixed with 4 bottles of cider + unknown amount of cheap wine
Okay. Maybe alcohol doesn't work as a mental health medicine
Need to Make a cult. Deriv'era cult
Chicken body of Jesus
On this Sunday ... I got 8 job rejections. Do they really fucking work?
Are there mountains in hell? Can you ride mountain bicicle over there ?
Christ is risen!
Look between my legs
Nice joke
Nah. Show is over for today.
Brain is a muscle. Metaphorically. You need to train it to be smarter.
You came under my bleats. Lol. Christians. Come to your house to say you're not right.
I don't really understand what you're trying to achieve with your propaganda
In a fantasy book for sure. But I prefer Narnia
Hail Satan, sister
People literally still discuss shit I did. Do they discuss me saving a guy from a prison by lending him 2k euros to pay depts and have electricity without which he can't work? Nope. He didn't return it fully btw and just disappeared.
I just learned when I was young that if I do bad shit my mother gives me at least negative attention. It still works this way. I tried to do good stuff but people literally give no shit about good stuff.
To be fair I'm even a drama queen just for attention. People don't care about me in general. So I fuck up and make them care about my existence by being an annoying nuance. It's better than when they are interested in my in the sexual way.
Maybe I really don't get something other people understand? My father asked me to get baptized and the other day to burn a car of his business rival for cash. Maybe that's how world works. You just stop caring about logic.
Then it means ... That I just look at the other side of the wall and grass looks greener over there. In reality it will always be this shallow existence even if I become a character in Isekai.