I wanna draw so bad but once again Im suffering the consequences if my own choices and I do NOT have time to draw 🫠🫠🫠

I have new sketches to post but I have no time to post them is it like this for anyone else or is it just me

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i made a starter back of beautiful and unique manuscripts you can browse online! (with links) for anyone that wants a good way to spend an afternoon :)

open.substack.com/pub/weirdmed...

WHAT NOOOOO I literally just laid down to read are u kidding meee

Yesterday I opened AO3 at 1AM (as one does) wanting to re-read a fic from why fav author and I was blessed with a whole new fanfic of my fav ship published mere 5 hours ago by them
What where the odds???? Is it my birthday and I didn't know???

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IT KINDA IS IM THO
JUST NOT GOOD AT DRAWING THAT

The other day I tried drawing Berenger and I still have a hard time picturing him ughhh

I want him to look masculine and on the older side but I don't want him to look OLD OLD 💀

And do NOT get me started on "the paints" I get the patterns on arms and stuff but when it comes to the face they do say they paint their eyes and lips and I REFUSE to imagine them painting themselves solid color patches...
Idk how accurate blended stuff is but i'll keep drawing it like that

Also can ANYONE tell me how pet clothing is suposed to look????? like, yeah silks... brother SILK IS A FABRIC not a garment what am I suposed to draw him wearingggg

Smh I always en up imagining sort of a fantasy dress like garment, like, party dresses but make 'em more... shapey

Here's a more stylized Ancel 😌🫶
I've never properly drawn redheads so I was a tinsy bit worried I wouldn't manage

Me: Okay Ive not drawn in months lets do a warmup, keep it simple-
Brain: no, full Render
🫠

hahaha no worries I actually forgot as well lmfao
Anyways thanks for the recs I'll be checking them out soon ~

This is based in many photos from pinterest!
I basically wanted to portray how I saw ancel in my head when reading Captive Prince, that's why Its so much more realistic than my usual style 😌

Color practice 🎨
Couldn't use any other subject than my latest pookie Ancel (I'm so glad I finally have time to draw)
#CaPri #CaptivePrince

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I'll send u the link tonight 😎 (it's a multiparty Modern AU fic)

Update: I found a117k word one, I'll have to wait until AO3 is back up working again to read it but 👁️👁️✨

I was too invested to react here but IT WAS VERY GOOD

OMG OFC!! Sorry I missed this!!!!

Here u go 💖✨ I'm still reading through it and I am thoroughly enjoying it 🙈

archiveofourown.org/works/427196...

I don't think I will need to soon but tysm for the info 💖💖💖

Oooh I see!! So more or less $10 per 1k. Good to know 👀✨
Thanks!!!!

a meme with two hands holding words : "the deep desire to be creative" vs "the inherent need to recover my energy from surviving reality"

I feel seen

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I found a Berencel fics of 89k words that is on canon universe and includes pre and post Pet storyline... I need to prepare mentally

Should I do a live reaction here?👀

Now out of spite I might actually just fucking do it myself

Well I don't know why some general info on writing commissioning would be something uncomfortable to share publicly but okay

Unless you were trying to market yourself as aggressively as to jump on someone who just posted something about a "what if" scenario lmfao
That's not very chill behavior 🥴

I'm not writing the word c*mmissi*n in this app ever again wtf

Jdjdjsjs as an artist myself I would do that by my own hand if I wanted art of it hahahah
The hyperfixation might let me get away with asking someone else to write but art?? No no no brain says I should at least do that myself 😂

We can just continue here?

It's something I've never dipped my toes into but it might be good to know for when I might be able to afford it so, sure lmfao

...how much would it cost to commission someone to write a fanfic