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0% of goal on Ko-fi! ko-fi.com/causantin/go...
if you wanna support a chronically and mentally ill uni student then you could help me with my insurance payment, lupus/pain meds & groceries.
thank you so much for reading and simply considering to support me, please have a great week! ๐ซถ
PLS SHARE!
my whole body is in shock rn because I got a message from my abusive mother who I actually cut off I can't do this today
I made a gofundme, please check it out! sharing is free and super appreciated โค๏ธ
gofund.me/aa5158f2
doc hasn't called with any updates yet and I'm so anxious and in pain.
no news about receiving benefits either.
and my damn insurance payment is due in less than 2 days and I can't pay.
I am so done done done.
I just wanna cry, life is unfair. I don't wanna be in so much pain all the time. I at least wanna be fine and not have to worry too too much. ๐ญ
the pain is getting crazier by the minute and I probably have to go to the ER soon even though they always say they can't help me but I also can't help myself, I just wanna survive man
can't hold on any longer
I don't think I will be able to make it through this month if I don't get some serious support soon
pain is killing me
you're so right and how you feel is valid โค๏ธ
I am tired of explaining myself or being treated like I'm stupid
I know myself better than strangers do
Makes sense. I already told my doctor everything. I have appointments every other day cause of my chronic illness and my really bad ongoing flare up.
I'm confused most of the time and I am convinced there is something wrong with my head that's causing that. It feels like brain fog on steroids.
I've been diagnosed with Lupus for over 10 years but for over a year now I've had lots of horrible flare ups and new symptoms that suggest I also have something else going on. Basically nothing helps, going to the ER or hospital does absolutely nothing for me cause they just say sorry we can't help.
in Genshin I'm waiting for Clorinde and Navia to release, everything else doesn't really matter to me right now. and life sucks cause my chronic illness is kicking my ass and docs can't figure out how to help me (so far).
just a lil guy (a selfie)
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I'd love to find some new and possibly old friends on here!
interact if we have any interests in common/you wanna be friends ๐ฅน
โจ genshin/honkai impact
๐ธ animal crossing
๐ legend of zelda
๐ kingdom hearts
โ๏ธ final fantasy
๐ป cozy games
โ mental health
๐ astrology
๐ reading
๐ฟ plants
๐จ art
you mean in genshin?
good luck
thank you ๐ฅน
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I'm sorry, I use these platforms as my diary and write down every silly little thought. My life is hard, always has been. I've been sick ever since I was young - so many other things happened too. But that doesn't mean that I can't be funny or happy.
it's funny how people who only followed me on social media and then watched my streams were surprised about how funny and positive I seemed when my tweets sounded so depressing
another thing, I ramble a lot and vent a lot on social media. not everything I write is as depressing as it might sound in writing. except when I talk about my chronic illness.
one thing you should know about me is that I have abandonment issues so feeling lonely is quite normal but it still hurts sometimes you know