I mean look at them, whispering to me: "come... snap your shins in half. You know you want to."

*whispers back while rubbing my hands together*

Oh I will...

Really don't wanna break a bone right now (I've broken 3 in my life) but the adult Heely's (skate shoes!!) I ordered are just sitting there, looking at me, beckoning for me to do something stupid... and I must obey.

I have my own apartment now. If I want to fill this fancy ice bucket with marbles I'm going to do it.

It is in fact literally what I am going to do...

Exactly

People who met God when they flat-lined (or aliens or Joan of Arc or whoever-the-fk) never literally died.

No one alive has ever died.

Real death is BRAIN DEATH & u don't come back from that. Your heart & breathing can stop but u can be revived.

True death occurs at brain death and it is final.

"My opíñíoñ"

Went to bathroom to clip back my hair during dancing and figured out why I was getting glances at my chest even tho I was covered up.

Good lord...

I can't see my messages or send any right now (?)

Can you try to send me a test text

Siesta Chapel Stummers YouTube video by uncle crow

We did great!!

youtu.be/m8xbXQp_LSQ?...

My ukulele group (which is AMAZING actually) is gonna go onstage soon at a performance venue that also airs us live on radio.

Only thing is they put up some "spoken word poets."
We are all kind, respectful people but look at the faces of some of my group!!! 😅

I miss this pillow so much

Bring ugly back!!

Those Korean surgery photos are not A.I.!

These are not AI

I've done a ton (a TON) of research because my mom wants to have a face lift and I don't want her to!

LOOK at her. She's 73 years old! People are stunned so why the hell risk it?

You *have* to submit a photo of yourself and your height and weight for job applications.

High schools have a full length mirror and a scale in every hall. And 98% of the ppl look nothing like TV Koreans.

Combined w:skin lightening & scientific skincare "ugliness" is obsolete

I hope surgery & fillers & looksmaxxing create a backlash so big it makes ugliness or at least naturalness coveted.

Went to S Korea & it's plastic surgery capital of world. K-pop stars look similar bc they're cut to.

U see ppl w/sunglasses daily, and
when they turn u see stitches in their eyelids

I could have died happier not knowing the word "looksmaxxing"

Did some digging and it's most commonly referred to as "autistic mischief drive." That doesn't help. Makes it sound acceptable (which it is to a certain point but not to the degree I take it)

Sincere question for neuroscientists or autism researchers (or great psychiatrists/ therapists/ specialists) that hopefully see this (my sweet friend & favorite autism expert Steve Silberman died 🥹):

I messed up some of the formatting but overall I am satisfied with today's contribution to the endless void.

Level of high: 7.5/10

7/7

explain and explain and explain and explain and explain and explain and explain and explain and explain and explain and explain (often repeating myself) until I feel I've been clear enough, and exact enough, I'm gonna do it. Should I be sorry? I'm not.

Do you understand what I mean?

6/7

I just am. (Well it's a common autism trait so that alone may cover it.). So if I have to explain and explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain explain

5/7

I know it is not smart in a "socially strategic" sense but I prefer it. I'd rather be liked for how I actually am and I think that is the coolest thing about me even if it's annoying to most (or many) people. I want to be as authentic as possible, I don't know why I'm like that, I just am.

4/7

people's feelings, etc) than to be liked. I know it is not smart in a "socially strategic" sense but I prefer it. I'd rather be liked for how I actually am and I think that is the coolest thing about me even if it's annoying to most (or many) people. I want to be as authentic as possible

3/7

things that are
uncomfortable or rambling as I think out loud. Because ultimately it is critically important for me to be as understood and as transparent as possible (I know you can never be exactly 100% honest all the time because there are lies we tell *ourselves,* things I've learned hurt

2/7

*understood.* And because people misunderstand things a lot, and I also misunderstand things a lot , I ask a lot of questions and I explain a lot. To me that is better than people making assumptions and interpretations. Even if I tire them and I exhaust them, and I say too much, and even say

1/7

So I know that it's common for autistic people to have a "problem" sometimes with over-explaining. But the thing is that I want to be as accurate as I can, and sometimes when I explain as much as I can, things are more clear to people. I don't want to be misunderstood, I want to be very well

That's sucks man. It is not pitiful tho. Message me, ok? I mean if you feel like it.

Well I mean because it makes you look very insecure you know? Like you feel that's your big life accomplishment and there is zero way on earth that's the best thing about you or your life.

Ok well that's cool and stuff but I dunno. U think it's a good idea to have in your bio and post about?

I mean, maybe it is, what the fk do I know?