Also I am doing voice to text.So ignore all the unnecessary commas and question marks. I promise i'm not illiterate

I think i'm just rambling at how dysfunctional I am at this point...

I'm also really bad at decorating, like I have moved things around on my mantle and my shelves 1000x. i've taken things off and on the wall, because I can't make it look the way that I want it to look & it's really frustrating. I need like an interior decorator and a professional organizer

And I really hate it. It really bothers me and I don't really know what the fix is, for it. If there is one like, how do I fix my brain to make it do things more efficiently to where it actually makes sense??

I do it in video games. Too. like I'm playing slime rancher, and I'm always like moving my slimes around, moving my gardens around trying to figure out what makes the most sense. And then I get to a point where I'm just like this is stupid how I did this, I should have done another way

Because I just want things to be organized and neat and for it to make sense. But no matter what way I do it, I'm always like, "oh, this is terrible. This doesn't make sense, I should have done it like this.What am I doing?"

Like, i feel like every way is the wrong way, and I'm constantly going. Wait, it's dumb to do this because I have this over here and how should I organize this? it becomes so frustrating for me.

I don't know if any other person with ADHD or who is neurodivergent, does this? But I love having things organized and neat, but I find myself constantly reorganizing things and moving things around, because I just can't figure out the best way to have something organized?

What about a Thai Tea?
That shit slaps

So like
Do I wait to do my taxes? Or?

Tomorrow i have my first therapy appointment since the election
It's gonna be a doozy.

list of banned keywords

🚨BREAKING. From a program officer at the National Science Foundation, a list of keywords that can cause a grant to be pulled. I will be sharing screenshots of these keywords along with a decision tree. Please share widely. This is a crisis for academic freedom & science.

I spent all day trying to do this crochet project from a pattern, but I'm evidently illiterate and kept messing up so I had to wait for Cal to get home to help me.
I somehow ended up with 11 extra stitches 🙃

Holding on

To ALLFederal Employees: DO NOT OBEY in ADVANCE. DO NOT OBEY. It is illegal to make you resign. He cannot legally fire you. Stand your ground and support your union who is trying to support you.

I'm so scared

Disposing of all air safety just feels like another way to keep us all in this god forsaken country unless HE throws you out

Tr*mp is responsible for a PLANE full of CHILDREN crashing into a fucking HELICOPTER

Every person who voted for him has blood on their hands.

Every day i just get more and more disgusted with humanity.

This may sound primitive and unscientific, but through the fairies, we COULD ask Mothra for help

Being at work feels like I'm wasting what little time we might have left
Being at home feels like I'm not preparing myself for escape
Every decision feels like the wrong one
Hopelessness is eating me alive

I don't like to drink anymore
It doesn't agree with my constant nausea
But Jesus, every day makes me want to get drunk and pretend that we aren't living in a fucking dictatorship.

I feel you. yesterday I fully broke down because I couldn't get my eyelashes to stick properly

TRANS PPL EXISTING DOES NOTHING NEGATIVE TO YOUR LIFE, YOU CRYBABY BITCH

Not a gotdamn thing.

💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯

One of my all time faves. It premiered right after I was born so my mom watched it every week. I grew up with it ❤️

Today’s show was my last at CNN. My closing message: It’s never a good time to bow down to a tyrant… don’t give in to the lies. Don’t give in to fear. Hold on to the truth… and hope.

The only celebrity drama I follow is Elmo's beef with that rock

I don't think I've ever felt quite this mix of anxiety, anger, outrage, depression, disgust, horror and surrealness with this level of intensity at all hours of the day. I usually at least have the time to cycle through each one individually.

It's just white hot emotion at all hours.

Calvin *ranting in a joking way about how we can't watch anything without me recognizing people from SVU*
Calvin *plays a trailer for a movie*
Me *immediately recognizes stablers mom*
"You're gonna be so mad at me"

it’s so insane to me that people work for ICE like did you watch star wars and think man i want to be like the guys in the plastic white suits who can’t aim for shit